#this is a sad post

I’m gonna send you a birthday present somehow and you’re gonna open it and I hope your fucking heart breaks because mine did and I thought you were my soul mate but maybe those things change over time and maybe someday you’ll realize what you’ve done and maybe it’ll be that moment you open it and everything we ever were smacks you right in the face and I’ve grown up a lot in these past couple months but you’ve been gone for so much longer than that and I’ve been into some things but you’re no prize yourself, letting someone who is supposed to love you destroy you instead I think I’ve outgrown you now though and I would never wish bad things but I certainly hope you wake up before you lose yourself and I wish you’d never left