#this is me crawling back to tumblr again

It’s been awhile.

To be honest, I wasn’t sure if I’d come back. It wouldn’t be the first time I just abandoned my blogs without saying anything. But I guess I was afraid of having to deal with that again, so I just…..ignored it. And I’ve found myself occupying my time with other things and interests (plus school and work and life). I’m sorry. There are a lot of reasons that contributed to my abrupt absence from tumblr. Life got difficult as it has for all of us these past 6 months and I was going in different directions with a lot of things. I hope everyone is doing as well as you’re are able to during these majorly less than ideal times. Hope you are staying safe and taking care of yourselves and others as well as you can.

I’m gonna be honest and say a big reason why I was absent for so long is because I fell out of favor with this place and I guess with where I stood with being a Sam stan. I disconnected from him. So I just stopped. And I put my heart into other things. Not only to avoid any personal repercussions that came with my lack of interest for doing tumblr, but to also deal with all the stress and anxiety that’s been a huge side effect of how horrible this year has been for all of us.

I wanted to come back sooner, but then tumblr completely screwed itself up and x-kit doesn’t work anymore so the layout is wonky and not functional at all. And I guess I used that as an excuse to not come back.

But here I am. It’s been over 3 months. And I’m sorry. I do miss this place. I miss making gifs. And I do really miss Sam (even though I haven’t kept up with anything he’s been doing since June….oops XD). But I’ll make a proactive comeback. And navigate everything the best that I can :)

Hope you all are doing well, despite everything this shit show year has thrown at us. Much love!!! ❤️❤️❤️