#this is too specific

I found this song and… It’s the most, hyperspecific freshly divorced Jayvik song ever…. Where Viktor didn’t just break the ethos but absolutely destroyed it, got casted away and projected it on Jayce, pushing him away, and is now regretting it far away as Jayce mourns the loss of his best friend and now ex husband. Imagine. He’s not Machine Herald yet, but he’s on his way.

I know the west was won this way

But God forgive the heartless way

We let it all burn down

I know, I know you’re off on tour

Godspeed my love, I’ll not be bored at all

A mess here now

I’ll allow my heart to get over you now

Let yours take a generous bow

I’ll be fine

You’ll be alright

Come and see me in the morning

I’ll be in the sunrise

Hoping that its rays don’t

Burn a hole in my eyes

You know me, I worry

Could always use some pity

Scared you’ll do a session

If it’s in the city

You and I are monsters

We’ll not find another

Cannot be together

Lest we eat each other

Don’t make me leave

It’s been about a month

And I am eating badly

Still don’t cry

But I keep meaning to

I hear the crowds adore you so

But I’m still here

I hope you know

Don’t talk to them about me

Obviously my wounds are open to see

But don’t take them seriously

I’ll be fine

And you’re more than alright

Come and meet me in the trenches

I’ll be taking cover

You can load the guns and

I’ll hide behind the others

Always been a coward

You can ask my friends

I hide inside for hours

Always had intense eyes

I think I am sick but

Never can be certain

Still call up my mother

Hiding behind curtains

Don’t wake me, no

Don’t make me go outside

God knows what out there lies

Come home and I don’t die

After you

homunculus-argument:

You ever think about how you really have no way of telling whether someone who’s from a different culture than yours is simply from A Different Culture, or personally a deeply weird person?

Like somewhere out there is a tourist who visited Finland and had a great time having her back blown out by an exotic local who showed her cool and splendid things of his culture and that was all a wonderful and enlightening experience

but really it was your neighbour Jere who smokes the worst weed in the entire Uusimaa region, is completely wrong in his adamant belief that pine bark is perfectly edible and can be pulled off the tree just like that for a convenient snack, is the onlyperson in the world to practice his personal religion which involves weekly food sacrifices to the house elves, and shoplifted his shoes from Citymarket.