#this show just kills me

I’m about to rewatch the series finale of Merlin and my heart is not ready!! I haven’t seen the two final eps again  since they aired all those years ago!! 

In my head, Arthur TOTALLY came back not long after his death, when Albion’s need was greatest! And everyone lived happily ever after! And the end?? Well, Merlin – who is immortal – is waiting for Arthur to RISE AGAIN! Yes, AGAIN! Because Arthur HAD to have risen before! My heart can’t accept the alternative!!