#this whole speak lives in my head rent free
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Several days ago a fellow prisoner spoke to me […] We are forbidden from speaking on pain of a beating, but he found the courage to whisper to me as I passed by … “I pity you as a great and famous man because you must be suffering more than we. I pity you.” That was the first day I no longer wished to kill myself.
A moral man at last …
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