My old art again. I had done them after the ‘Call me by your name’ art, but I didn’t post them for a reason. Very nostalgic to me for Karushuu art at that moment. I hope you can enjoy it.❤️
Done for ruffle art! And thank you for supporting me
After internship ended and turned into semester two for just 2 days…it happened again as it’s always be, you know, I got 2 group assignments in just 2 days wth, then again not to surprise when I was babbling about it since I was here. If not, you now being informed that I have a ton of assignments and insanely often taking exam, so I might not often doing art, also another reason I had said before about my own feelings for art. I have been facing disappointed myself for getting less feedback on my art for several years and it’s not just a bit of sadness but the massive depression and self-hated for not being good enough, you know, it’s hard for me to just being fine when I was putting my soul on every arts even just doodling and when the result shown up, it’s hurting me more than getting slapped on my face, no matter how hard I try, the result is still the same as I never get anything I want. I’m not the artist but just one person, I wonder how long I have to be suffering like this? Many times I told myself just to quit and never drawing again. This is the problem, even if I do have time to draw but the feeling and everything remain the same, the result that I’ll be dwelling on the same stuff and become old vicious cycle to me. Even though I’m doing it for myself but it’s naturally wanting my arts to be seen, to be loved and for someone seeing me trying or my little desire for having friends lolll. well maybe it’s too much to ask, according to my own experience. I appreciated every comments and reblogs and else. It’s really mean a lot when the bad feelings came up to me as I mentioned above. I’ll keep myself up as much as I can. I always love to know that there’s someone who like my arts, that’s how I can handle this bad feelings for all this time lollll, so again thank you for supporting me, you’re keeping me up though the bad feelings.
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P.s. if anyone have an idea for me to doodling or illust pls feel free to send me via ask me anything or inbox me are all perfectly fine, even just want to talk or be friend too! I’m very appreciate all
Anyway I hope you all are safe and fine to this war situation and my art can make you a bit of relax.
Really old one under the carpet (evident showing on my brush and style? Idk but my style will change on time)
I actually had (not my) high school uniform which is cute and suit them (in that time I really wanna try drawing girl and I thought they’d be very beautiful girls, both of them! Certainly!) but I decided not to post them until now because my weakness is English and worse when it came to writing even if it was just to explain the AU plot I had in my mind, you know I just thought in my head and I’m the only one who understand myself, but to describe it out is hard lolll. Let me take more time lolll (I still wanna sharing my idea out somehow)
I had drawing this art in months ago and almost forget it even if it was only background left, so ME being lazyme just doing easy bg to make it done yay /the ref meme is so cute lolll
Hope everyone like them!
P.s. Is there anyone noticed my arts are always changing somehow loll I never drawing them in the same way you know lolll
