#unless i super trust the author
I write angst because my life is an uncontrollable cluster fuck. It is a rollercoaster of sorrow, joy, and imposter syndrome.
I write angst because I’m tired all the time. Emotionally even if it’s not physically.
I write angst because I can fix it. I can control it. I can write in the tools the character needs to Get Through It.
I write angst because I can guarantee the happy ending after.
I write angst because I can’t control my own brain, but I can control someone else’s.