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Personal? Life? Stuff? Mini explanation of my love for Ren?? Idk what to call this.

Ren Jinguji, has helped me through so many tough times. All I want is for him to be happy, with whomever, wherever, and whenever. I love him, with all my heart, as much as someone could possibly love a 2D character. I’m not in love with him, but I do love him. The way I love him is complicated, but I just want him to be happy, truly happy. That’s all I could ever want. Ren, you deserve everything, you deserve the love your family never gave you, and the love your mother would give you if she was here. Bless your heart, body, mind, and soul. Thank you for existing, thank you for making so many people smile, and thank you for always being the one I could count on.

So uh- AFTER AN ENTIRE YEAR OF SEARCHING. I HAVE FOUND IT, AND OBTAINED IT. A REN JINGUJI SOLO ALBUM SHIRT. MY LIFE IS COMPLETE AND I WANT TO SHARE IT WITH YOU GUYS *audible sobbing and crying*

~~(Also there’s a dot because, I didn’t realize it had a piece of fluff on it in the picture so I covered it lol)~~

And so I- I might have also gotten his birthday ring. No I’m not crying- You’re crying. I’m definitely not crying. ~~Okay I’m absolutely crying.~~ I can’t explain it, but getting this ring I feel that I can finally return, and give back the love Ren gave me. Ren Jinguji, this is for you

~~(I’m so sorry my fingers apologize for being in the picture)~~