#what the fuck is going on with me

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Me:*is severely depressed, suicidal, crying and angry and irritable and moody af like clockwork at a very specific time of the month*

Also me: *doesn’t menstruate*

#it makes no goddamn sense #what the fuck is going on with me #i seriously cannot take it anymore i am at my wits end #i’m just #so fucking done #my emotions and hormones and health are out of control #and i can’t take it #i can’t even figure it out #i just feel like i’m going insane #i don’t look forward to life #i come home at the end of an exhausting work day #and sleep #my depression keeps getting worse and worse #and i just #can’t #and i can’t keep complaining about it #i’m tired of bitching about the same nonsense #it’s like it never will get better #sure there are days when it’s not as bad #but it never truly goes away #i can’t be honest with anyone #i don’t have anyone in my corner #my very existence is an inconvenience #i’m falling apart 
It’s a Lil thing@a-lil-perspective
Tue, 24 May 2022 18:47:06
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