#yaaaaaaaaaaas
A commission I did for @jesusmaryandjosephgordon-levittOwO
Yuri having fun weaving ribbons in Victor’s long flowy hair ^w^
and Victor ruffling Yuri’s as well <3
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We as a society must spiritualize the importance of sitting on the porch
Porch, stoop, patio, courtyard, etc. All hallowed ground. Holy places. Sacred places. Where the good shit happens.
The porch is NOT liminal it’s the OPPOSITE of a liminal space. It’s like the bedroom or the hearthfire. It’s a PROXIMAL space.
the cuckquean revelation
One side effect of hour long oral is a lot of meditative time, or time to mull over things. I am so slave centered my utter resistance to cuckquean annoyed me, not just because I wasn’t able to accommodate my Daddy’s needs, but because I was *so* devestated by the very idea. When stuff like that happens I have to know the root… Knowing Is Half The Battle…
My self esteem, body issues, and overall feelings of unwantedableness really didn’t seem enough for how much I was freaked out by the very idea. It took me confronting a concept I tend to be evasive on, especially here on this aspect of my kink.
I am a little, sometimes a middle, I am not like any of the little community it seems at times. I am not a little like Tumblr’s little community, but that’s another post for my main Tumblr, I am a slave little basically. But I am a sexual little, my sexual fantasies… my sexuality… is one hundred percent me as not an adult.
And there was the problem: all cuckquean stuff I have seen, all the cuckquean stuff seemed to be humiliation of a worthless and or ugly adult. This included stuff my Daddy sent me.
You change “worthless ugly cunt” to “silly bunny is too little to please Daddy alone /needs to learn” and like leveling up or a lock sliding in to place *click* it doesn’t devestate; it works for me. Even the more severe cuckquean humiliation, not just the dressing Daddy up hot husband kind, works.
I need to write some more specifics of phrases that work for me and all but uh where is the little cuckquean Tumblrs?
I was looking forward to this after your post yesterday!
Oeh! Self discovery! Nice! Also, not being able to relate is harder indeed. My cuckquean kink doesn’t have anything to do with humiliation at all. Try and find that online, or explaining it over and over. So nice you found a way that works for you! And I also get the “I’m not a standard little/middle” thing. I’m kinda accepting and discovering I do have some little tendencies, but so unlike the things I see portrayed.
So… signalboost. If I have any little cuckquean followers, look, there’s more! :)
calling out to @cuckqueanita
So we’re 4 already
