#yellin
finally reading the high noon lore bc of th viktor skin drop why tf else and my god i am going to go balls-to-the-walls insane abt this shit. i wanna walk through the derelict skeleton of a god hunted down by humanity i wanna ride on the fucked up underground train to hell i am ROTATING it in my MIND cuppy dog FUCKING city my GOD
images tht make me yearn so hard i want to explode and die
unfortunately i know l*ve is real bc i spent like an hour staring at this dudes doofy-ass model last night for reference and the whole time i was mentally lying in bed kicking my legs in the air
i keep having gay-ass viktor dreams with th most balls-to-the-wall worldbuilding which is ALMOST enough to make up for shit like getting one (1) kiss and then getting my face eaten off by a shitty slenderman knockoff from beyond the void
constantly torn between the desire to reblog good viktor art to this blog and the knowledge that if any of these motherfuckers percieve me i Will have to kill myself
spent abt 2 hrs the other day going through nd screenshotting every time he smiles nd i am going to tje sea