#yep this
Crowley probably doesn’t like Romeo and Juliet not only because it’s one of Shakespeare’s “gloomy ones”, but also because the circumstances of the protagonists are similar to that of his and Aziraphale’s, so watching the play all the way through(especially before the apocalypse, before they knew that everything would be alright) must’ve left a rather bitter taste in his mouth. The plot almost feels like a direct insult too, comparing his love for Aziraphale to trivial childish lust and mocking his efforts at happiness on Earth as an inevitable path to cheap martyrdom. I mean, two star crossed lovers from rival groups of power who mistakenly end up destroying each other in heartbroken lonely deaths when they just want to be together? Come on, Shakespeare!
No because I do not think that Julian and Emma’s first response to Livvy being a ghost would be to dispel her. I don’t even think they would be angry?? I’ve never imagined them to get pissed off over the necromancy?? If anything, I’ve always imagined Julian to wind up blaming himself for Ty feeling like he had to go through that kind of turmoil alone (obviously he wasn’t alone because he had Kit but you get my point).
In qoaad, Ty had told Julian that he had a plan, which Julian had brushed off because he was quite literally not emotionally available to hear it. For Julian to discover that Ty had attempted literal fucking necromancy to bring his sister back, and had been prepared to tell him but didn’t because of his lack of availability, it would wreck him. The self blame would be astronomical.
I’m not saying Julian would necessarily condone necromancy (
because even some Blackthorns have their limits) I’m just saying that he wouldn’t rush to put Livvy to rest, especially if she is happy in that state, because even as a ghost, he is still her little sister, and the last thing he would want to do is something to upset her after he already partially blames himself for her death in the first place
A problem I have when reading romance novels is I cannot empathize with disliking someone but finding them attractive regardless. If I dislike someone I’m like “You are like a wadded up ball of sweaty socks and I want you to burn in a pyre, undying and screaming for days”
“He infuriated her, though she was willing to admit he was a handsome man” I couldn’t begin to tell you what the people I dislike look like because I see red instantly. If you were like “Is he the blond one” I’d be like “idk he’s the one who most looks like he should die”
mysexualthoughtsandconfessions:
I really want to ride a guy just to get myself off. Either leaning forward and pressing on his abdomen or leaning back and pressing on his thighs for leverage. Just hearing him groan under me as I get tighter and tighter the closer I am to cumming around him. Even better if his hands are tied down so all he can do is watch me use him for my pleasure
