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57circlesofhell:

I once tried to explain depression to someone as like if one day you gradually started to lose both your sense of taste and your ability to feel full. And you don’t know why, but now everything you eat tastes like mashed potatoes and nothing you eat is satisfying. You keep eating because you must eat to live, but the effort that it takes to prepare food is taxing and there is no pay off. You just know it will taste like mashed potatoes. You just know you will still be hungry. So you stop bothering with seasonings. Then you stop bothering to use ingredients you used to like. Then you start to wonder what the point of eating is because there is no payoff. You still feel hungry and you’re sick of the taste and you don’t know if you will ever enjoy food again and you don’t know why this is happening.

If someone comes up to you in this scenario and says, “Well have you tried spicing your food? Using different ingredients? Eating foods you used to love?” It isn’t necessarily helpful because the reason you stopped doing all that in the first place is that everything…tasted…like mashed…potatoes.

timothyonlyfans:

wow wow wow i know that treacherous is always on the list of taylor’s gayest songs but i’m listening to it today like ???

the line that really got me going today was “i can’t decide if it’s a choice, getting swept away” which is just so. it’s so. someone coming to terms with their sexuality and working through the Born This Way conundrum

the whole first verse, though:

“put your lips close to mine, as long as they don’t touch

out of focus out of eye, til the gravity’s too much

i’ll do anything you say, if you say it with your hands

i’d be smart to walk away, but you’re quicksand”

i think my favorite line is - “forever going with the flow, but you’re friction” add that to the list of lyrics about a life and love that go against the grain