#testosterone: week 52 Pronouns: it, he A year on hormones! I can hardly believe it. Face squared of

#testosterone: week 52

Pronouns: it, he

A year on hormones! I can hardly believe it.

Face squared off in a way I really enjoy; I hadn’t realized how dysphoric its roundness had made me until it became more angular. I’m much happier with my appearance.

Hairline has likewise squared off, the temples receding dramatically. I hadn’t noticed how much closer women’s temples are to their eyebrows before now.

In other previously unrecognized dysphoria, I love my voice now where I hated it before. It’s much deeper & I’ve been singing more then ever.

Leg hair has darkened & my pubic hair has expanded to my inner thighs, ass & belly. Slight blonde hairs have appeared on my chin & a few on my sideburns.

My clitoris has grown & my smell has become heavier & muskier.

Skin & nails have thickened, spots have increased; small bumps on my legs & arms have become more numerous & angry red zits will occasionally appear on my shoulders & bottom, although not much more frequently than before.

Breasts have deflated somewhat & weight has shifted from my hips to my belly. Thighs have become wider back to front than side to side. The V at the bottom of my abdomen has become narrower & more pronounced.

I had anticipated building an exercise routine & hoped to be in better shape by now but I’m afraid that hasn’t happened. Nonetheless my arms have become larger & more muscular.

I cry less frequently & I’m horny all the goddamn time. When upset, I am more likely to anger when before I’d experience a wider range of negative emotions including sadness, helplessness & frustration. I’m quicker to make decisions & spring into action.

I feel more alone. Not necessarily in a sad way, just… more aware of myself as an individual rather than a member of the group. More likely to act on my own judgement than follow social cues. I worry that my self-centered behavior will push people away – with some it already has.

I’m glad I transitioned.

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