I told myself that youre not who I want. Youre not who I need. So I held our love gently, wrapped al

I told myself that youre not who I want. Youre not who I need. So I held our love gently, wrapped all my fingers around it and with all my strength, I killed it. I regret letting you go. I regret ever saying no. I regret saying goodbye. You told me “One day” we will meet at the right time. “One day” we will be happy. I can only hate myself for the reason why I feel this way. Not a day passes that I dont think about you, your voice, your smile, your body, your laugh, your arms, you. I miss you. And it’s too late to take you back. You’ve probably moved on, which is for the best. But just know that those 4 months we spent together were the best 4 months of my life. I will forever be greatful for being given the privledge to even just knowing your name. Thank you for making me feel special for once. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for everything.