#friend zone
Men saying them being friend zoned is bad and the worst, you guys dont know how bad it is being pansexual and being in love with your best friend that is a girl that some times I share a bed with. We also act sexual tword each other, so ya its worse than your “I was friends with her but she didnt put out” bull shit.
Im not trying to shame any one, the fact is its hard being a girl being in love with another girl.
I told myself that youre not who I want. Youre not who I need. So I held our love gently, wrapped all my fingers around it and with all my strength, I killed it. I regret letting you go. I regret ever saying no. I regret saying goodbye. You told me “One day” we will meet at the right time. “One day” we will be happy. I can only hate myself for the reason why I feel this way. Not a day passes that I dont think about you, your voice, your smile, your body, your laugh, your arms, you. I miss you. And it’s too late to take you back. You’ve probably moved on, which is for the best. But just know that those 4 months we spent together were the best 4 months of my life. I will forever be greatful for being given the privledge to even just knowing your name. Thank you for making me feel special for once. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for everything.
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This isn’t another letter “explaining your feelings to me” is it? Why do you do this to me!? *Sigh* Do you really think I’ll see you any differently when the previous two letters didn’t change my mind? Tell you what, if you mow the lawn and cook dinner for me and my boyfriend I’ll try to find some time to read it over the next few days. No promises though, okay?
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