blackqueerblog: “did i say that out loud?” “Am I saying that right things&

blackqueerblog:

“did i say that out loud?”

“Am I saying that right things” “oh god I’m too quiet! I must start a conversation” “how did I sound?” “I have no idea what they’re talking about.. I should know that topic. They hate me now” “how can they talk so freely?! Without micromanaging everything they say??”