Not only did I need coffee this morning but I needed to give myself grace. Wednesday will be the 1 y

Not only did I need coffee this morning but I needed to give myself grace. Wednesday will be the 1 year anniversary since the sudden loss of our son Trey. I finally realized it’s ok I’m suppose to feel loss, sadness, anger, broken and questioning why, why did God call him home so soon and so unexpectedly. So for the first time since I got that call on the morning of March 31,2020 I’m giving myself grace, the grace to know it’s ok to take as long as I need to grieve Trey our son, Angela’s brother, and Alex’s husband. Everyone grieves differently and there is no time limit. When he died so did a part of my heart and that will never return. So I thank you for the continuous DM’s, calls and texts asking me how I’m doing and the prayers we feel them all. I can’t say I’m ok I will never be ok I lost my son,my child and a part of me died with him. If you see me in public I may look like I’m doing just fine but on the inside I’m far from normal my heart is broken I am empty. I get through my days because that’s what Trey would have wanted. I see him everywhere and I know he is always with me, my Angel. It’s because of that I am able to continue on but my life will never be normal I will never be the same. #grace #death #grief #son #brother #husband #thatsmile #wanderlust #forever31 #takentoosoon #sadness #broken #family
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