I woke up this morning to the reality that on March 31 you will have been gone a year. A year of gri

I woke up this morning to the reality that on March 31 you will have been gone a year. A year of grief, loss, tears and change. Grief changes people from deep within their bones. Grief became a part of my reality my new life without my son. I realized I had to make a place for grief sort of like a room for it to live. I can visit that room and sit in it as much as I need too but what I won’t do is move into that room. I miss Trey every second of everyday but I know that with every fiber of my being Trey would not want me to move into that room of grief and reside. Grief doesn’t move out it stays with you forever but so do the wonderful memories that decorate that room I have created. I visit that room everyday and smile for the happiness Trey brought us on his time on earth. I sometimes pick up my phone and check my WhatsApp for a update from him and then I remember he’s not traveling the world he is traveling all through heaven. So on March 31 my sweet boy I will celebrate and cry for you. I celebrate because you gave me so much joy, laughter, tears and love along with wonderful memories. I will cry because my heart is broken and I miss you. God called you home because he had plans for you in Heaven. I love you forever, I like you for always forever and ever my baby you will be..#gonetoosoon #forever31 #heaven #oneyearanniversary3/31 #mom #son #brother #loss #grief #GodsPlan (at The Bramblewood Cottage)
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