#911lsfic
“Do you ever wish we had met earlier?” Carlos pauses Netflix and turns to look at his boyfriend. “Say in high school. Do you ever wish we had met in high school?”
“No, not particularly. I was a mess in high school. And I only ever want you to see the better parts of myself.”
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TK and Carlos + watching Heartstopper = Lots of feelings, emotional conversations, and other fun times on the couch.
Written for @badthingshappenbingo
Fandom: 9-1-1 Lone Star
Characters: TK Strand, Carlos Reyes, Nancy Gillian, Gabriel Reyes, Firehouse 126 Crew
Prompt: Race Against the Clock
Summary: Carlos becomes the threat he was called in to investigate when he’s knocked out during a search and wakes up with a bomb strapped to his chest with time running out.
Bomb threats were Carlos’ least favorite calls. On one hand, they were usually a hoax. On the other hand, there was no coming back if they weren’t, your life usually ending before it could even flash before your eyes. He had been in the force long enough to see both.
His first false alarm had come eight months into the job, when a call to the Crime Stoppers hotline had warned of a bomb at the UT campus. They had evacuated the area and spent hours searching but, in the end, it turned out to be no more than a joke. Since then, he had been called to five other similar situations at different locations; they all turned out to be false, but he hated every single one of them.
On a different occasion, Carlos had been off shift when reports came of a suspicious package at a shopping center, and he had had to watch through the news as a swarm of APD officers entered the building. That day had ended with a bomb exploding and seven cops losing their lives. Carlos had been called in to help deal with the ramifications, but luck had been on his side, and he hadn’t been there when it went off.
Today Carlos is sitting on his desk doing paperwork when another call comes in: an anonymous tip into the hotline speaking of a threat to the Texas Capitol in downtown Austin.
Dropping his pen in an instant, Carlos turns to the others around the bullpen with wide eyes and mouth hanging open. Because suddenly this threat seemed very real compared to all the other calls in which he had been a willing but reluctant participant. Those had been at public buildings and relatively low-risk locations; this one, on the other hand, was at a government building and carried with it not only a threat to life and structure but also to the heart and pride of the Lone Star State.
Wasting no time, Carlos grabs his service weapon and cruiser keys and runs behind Mitchell and his fellow officers; because on this sunny afternoon it’s all hands on deck.
-x-x-x-
1 hour and 40 minutes
Carlos and Mitchell arrive on scene at 2:45 pm, spend five minutes listening to their Sergeant explain the situation, then enter the Capitol. Guns pointed at all corners, behind each door, and in advance of every hall they walk into as they make their way through the building.
Tasked to work in pairs, Mitchell’s comforting presence behind Carlos helps ground him, even as his heart seems to want to beat out of his chest. The usual buzz and every day action of the building is now replaced with a quiet and eerie atmosphere that wraps around him like a chokehold, with the only sounds in the building coming from their own footsteps and tense voices as they provide updates through their coms.
Five minutes into their search the voice of their Sergeant joins the others in his ear, “be advised I’ve just been notified that a guided tour was happening when the call came in and one of the individuals signed in for that hour has not been accounted for. So, be on the lookout for a 5 feet 8 inches male, weighing approximately 172 pounds, with short, dark brown hair and brown eyes. We are not yet sure if we’re looking for a victim or person of interest but everyone be careful.”
“Copy.” Come the various responses from all five groups conducting the search.
“Reyes, I’m taking a left here, you go right and we will meet back in the middle,” Mitchell directs when they reach a branching path that circles back at a lobby farther into the hall.
Carlos nods and squeezes his partner’s shoulder as she passes. He continues his uneventful search for a few more minutes before footsteps at his back have him twisting around, gun raised and finger tightening on the trigger.
Very briefly Carlos sees a man matching the description of the one they’re looking for but has no time to reach for his radio or even pull the trigger. His head implodes with pain as he crumbles to the ground, a wooden plank dropping to the floor in his direct line of sight. Carlos’ eyes go in and out of focus as he stares at the crimson coloring the otherwise pristine wood.
At a moment like this Carlos would like to think that his last thoughts would be of TK, and he does says a breathy ‘I love you’ to his boyfriend, but his very last thought is the realization that as his body loses the fight to stay awake, there is someone dragging him by the ankles.
-x-x-x-
“Without TK- I wasn’t sure if… You know.”
“You’re my friend too, Carlos,” Nancy assured, understanding the meaning behind Carlos’ broken words. “Not because of TK, but because of you. And I’m sure the rest of the 126 would agree. You’re one of us.”
Carlos nodded this time, his words failing him in this unfamiliar, fragile state. But he took a breath and pushed through. “I’ve never broken up with seven people at the same time. But that’s what this feels like.”
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After learning of the break-up, Nancy pays Carlos a visit.
Nancy knocked on the door and shuffled on the spot as she waited. She was sure this was the right thing to do but she was still a little nervous. Luckily she didn’t have to question her decision for long since the door opened almost immediately.
“Nancy, hi,” Carlos greeted, trying to sound nonchalant but unable to hide his surprise.
“Hey, Carlos.” Nancy took in his appearance and felt like she was intruding on a personal moment. His curls were wild and messy, like he had run his fingers through them a lot, and he was wearing sweats and a gray t-shirt. It was what she assumed TK’s Carlos was like, domestic on an off-shift morning, laidback and unconcerned, and not at all like she was used to seeing the typically pristine officer.
“TK’s not here,” Carlos said. He stuffed his hands in his pants pockets and stood there blinking sluggishly at her.
“No, I know.” Nancy took in Carlos’ tired demeanor and the bags under his eyes. It was obvious her partner wasn’t the only one hurting. “He’s at my house. Nursing one hell of a headache and probably regretting his life choices, but -”
“Is he okay? Did he get hurt?” Carlos cut her off, his voice shaking.
“He’s alright,” she assured him. “But that’s not why I’m here. How are you, Carlos?”
“Me? I’m fine,” Carlos said defensively, and for a moment she wondered if he was about to shut the door in her face, but he only stepped back and vaguely motioned inside. “Want to come in?”
Nancy nodded and handed him the pastry box she’d been carrying. “I brought breakfast.”
Carlos hummed his thanks and walked to the kitchen. He stayed quiet as he busied himself, grabbing plates and starting the coffee machine.
Nancy sat on a stool at the kitchen counter while Carlos worked. She had been to Carlos’ home enough times to know the space was always immaculate, but today there were dirty plates and glasses in the sink, empty takeout boxes on the dining table, and an unmade bed in the room she could see deeper in the apartment.
“Thank you for bringing this,” Carlos said. He set a cinnamon roll on a plate and passed it to Nancy then cut a quarter of one and set it on a plate for himself. He poured coffee in two mugs and sat on a stool next to Nancy.
“Not hungry?” Nancy asked, brows pinched in worry.
“Not really.” Carlos shrugged and took a tentative bite. “It’s really good.” Despite his words he didn’t seem too interested.
“So, how are you, really?” Nancy asked after a moment of quiet.
Carlos paused mid bite. “I’m fine. Why do you ask?”
Nancy rolled her eyes and took another bite. “Don’t play dumb with me, Reyes. You know why I’m here. TK told me you guys broke up.”
“Oh,” Carlos breathed out and in between the two letters his demeanor crumbled.
“What happened?” Nancy wondered.
“TK didn’t tell you?” Carlos asked, sounding interested in the conversation for the first time.
“No.” Nancy took a sip of her coffee and waited to see if Carlos would explain.
“So, what happened to TK?” Carlos shifted uncomfortably and changed the topic, much to Nancy’s disappointment. “You said he’s nursing a headache. Did he,” he cut himself off, swallowed hard, “He didn’t, right?”
“No,” Nancy said quickly, wanting to ease that specific concern. “Bar fight.” Nancy frowned when he didn’t react and added, “You don’t seem surprised.”
“No,” Carlos said simply, “I guess I’m not.” He shrugged and looked down, using his fork to play with the pastry on his plate.
“Not the first time?” Nancy asked. That made sense; only experience and one too many fights could have kept TK from ending up on a stretcher last night.
“Not my story to tell.” That answer alone was enough for concern, especially coupled with last night’s events. So, Nancy made a mental note to keep an eye on TK for the foreseeable future.
Nancy nodded and they fell into silence. Quietly, they finished their cinnamon rolls and drank their coffee and only when the silence had become oppressive did Nancy talk again. “I answered all your questions, so now it’s your turn. How are you doing?”
Carlos inhaled, released it out slowly. He ran a hand down his face, then his fingers through his curls, tugging at the end in frustration before walking to the sink under the pretense of doing the dishes. It was only when his back was to Nancy that he finally answered, “What do you want me to say, Nance? That I’m not doing well? That I haven’t slept soundly in days? That I miss him?”
Nancy walked to Carlos and hugged him. He tensed at first, then relaxed and sank into her arms, clearly in need of comfort. “I’m sorry,” Nancy whispered, wishing she could say more. Wishing she could do more.
“Want to tell me what happened?” she asked when Carlos pulled back.
Carlos shook his head and said nothing as he went back to washing the dishes.
“Anything I can do to help?” Nancy tried, wishing her healing skills extended to a broken heart.
He shook his head again, but this time turned around to look at her. “This. Just this. Thank you for stopping by, for checking on me. Now that,” he stumbled through his words, “Without TK- I wasn’t sure if… You know.”
“You’re my friend too, Carlos,” Nancy assured, understanding the meaning behind Carlos’ broken words. “Not because of TK, but because of you. And I’m sure the rest of the 126 would agree. You’re one of us.”
Carlos nodded this time, his words failing him in this unfamiliar, fragile state. But he took a breath and pushed through. “I’ve never broken up with seven people at the same time. But that’s what this feels like.” He laughed and looked down, embarrassed.
Nancy’s eyes softened. It was hard when your life was so intertwined with a partner that you no longer knew where one of you ended and the other began. She assumed he had other friends, maybe even some on the force, but his life had become so tied up with TK’s that he was basically part of the 126 in everything but job title.
She checked her watch. “I have a shift so I have to head out.” She fixed him with a hard look as she stood. “I don’t know what went wrong between you guys. Clearly neither of you want to talk about it. But I really hope you can fix whatever it was.” She reached over and gave his arm a squeeze. “Don’t give up on each other.”
Carlos nodded but didn’t respond and she turned toward the door. “Can you call me if anything else happens to him?” he asked, the words quick as if he had been trying to hold them back but they’d come out anyway.
Nancy nodded, pleased. “You can call him too, you know.”
“I can, but he will probably not answer,” Carlos said, a trace of bitterness in his tone.
“Okay,” Nancy acknowledged. She walked to the door and Carlos followed. “I expect to see you at my apartment at the next 126 hangs.” When he opened his mouth to protest, she glared at him and said, “No excuses, Reyes. You’re stuck with us now.”
Carlos couldn’t help but smile, grateful beyond words to still be considered a friend. “I’ll be there,” he promised.
“Don’t forget Andrea’s taquitos,” Nancy threw over her shoulder. She chuckled at his startled look and said, more seriously this time, “And call if you need anything. No matter when or time of day. I’m here for you.”
Carlos’ choked up thank you was the last thing she heard as she stepped inside the elevator and pressed the button to the lobby.
Nancy hadn’t known what to expect from her visit to Carlos’ place. What she found there didn’t exactly set her nerves at ease and now she doesn’t only have to worry about one idiot paramedic but also a stubborn cop. But at least she knows for sure that her friends are still in love and if they need a little push in the right direction she’s happy to be the one to shove them off a cliff if that would get them back together.
Weeks after being released from the hospital TK runs into Andrea at the farmers market, setting his nerves on edge as his guilt over the breakup still presses heavily on his shoulders. But a little time in the kitchen leads to forgiveness and the reminder that there’s nothing stronger than love.
“TK, Hola.” The words came from a familiar, but unexpected voice from behind him and TK froze. Before he was ready she was standing in front of him; for such a small woman Andrea Reyes had a very quick and long stride.
“Andrea, hi,” TK croaked, wishing he had decided to go to the regular grocery store instead of the farmers market.
Andrea crossed her arms over her chest, a little awkwardly with the basket full of produce clutched in one hand, but it was still among the five most intimidating sights he’d ever seen. “Well, are you planning to stand there all day or will you come give me a hug?”
“Uh, yeah, sorry.” TK stumbled but stepped forward, gingerly placing his arms around Andrea’s before she pulled him all the way in and almost crushed his body with a full on motherly hug.
Andrea patted TK’s cheek when they pulled apart and smiled. “It’s so good seeing you looking like your old self, mi corazón. We were all so worried.”
TK nodded and set his hand over Andrea’s for a moment. “Carlos told me you were at the hospital, thank you for being there for him, even when the weather was still bad. It must not have been easy getting out there,” he said sincerely.
“I was there for both of you, TK. Carlos needed me, but so did you,” Andrea whispered, her eyes misting a little. “And you pulled through for us.” She blinked the tears away then pinched TK’s cheek with a chuckle, admiring the rosy color and signs of life.
“Thank you.” TK hugged her again and this time almost squished her in his arms. He had missed Andrea, nearly as much as Carlos. “Carlos isn’t here. He’s on shift,” he said belatedly, realizing that was probably why Andrea had come by.
“And he let you do the groceries?” Andrea gasped. At TK’s questioning gaze, she laughed before explaining, “Carlitos is very particular about his produce. I still remember the outrage one time Gabriel brought plantains that weren’t ripe enough, while the avocados were past ripped and all black and mushy.”
TK couldn’t help the laugh that escaped him. “That does sound like Carlos. He can be a little controlling in the kitchen.”
“Only in the kitchen?” Andrea asked, eyebrows raised but a twinkle in her eye.
“Touché. But no, Carlos didn’t ask me to come.” A deep blush spread across his cheeks and TK scratched the back of his head nervously.
Andrea squinted and peered into the basket in TK’s hands, a grin breaking on her face as she took in the contents. “Are you making tamales?” she asked, eyeing the corn husks that were a big giveaway.
The blush on TK’s face deepened and he ducked his head. “Yeah,” he said simply, smiling shyly as he tried to avoid catching her eye. “I just wanted to make dinner for Carlos. He always does it for me and I wanted to return the gesture.”
“Did Carlos give you my recipe?” Andrea wondered, smiling proudly at her future son-in-law. Or at least she hoped so.
TK shook his head, and grabbed his phone from his pocket, waving it in the air as he spoke. “I looked at some YouTube videos. And Pinterest. Also TikTok just to be sure.”
“Nonsense,” Andrea muttered, looking genuinely appalled. “¿Para qué estamos las mamás?” She said the last part in Spanish and TK made a mental note to ask Carlos what she meant, but whatever it was, she didn’t sound happy. “You should have called me!” She swatted at his arm playfully and grabbed his hand, pulling him to a stand advertising ‘The best homegrown produce in East Austin’. “Come, these avocados look beautiful! And look at these bell peppers,” she cried, and TK laughed. Not that he had any doubts before, but at that moment TK realized Carlos really was his mother’s son.
TK spent the next twenty minutes or so following Andrea around the farmers market as they continued grabbing everything necessary for chicken and pork tamales, along with a baguette for breakfast, a bag of mixed nuts for their next hike and some conchas and empanadas from the stand that doubled as a panaderia. Those last ones just because they were Carlos’ favorite and never failed to make him smile.
“Is this everything?” TK wondered after they had done two laps around the market and filled four bags of groceries.
“What happened with your social media recipes, TK? Don’t they tell you if you are ready?”
TK’s mouth hung open and he took a step back, but Andrea decided to cut him some slack and let out a little chuckle. “Not funny,” he mumbled, seeing he was being played.
“Well, next time call me instead of looking for gringo recipes. But yes, that’s everything we will need. Now let’s go, we need to get everything ready before Carlitos gets home.” TK’s eyes widened, and Andrea amended, “if that’s okay with you. I don’t want to impose or invite myself. I could just text you the recipe.”
TK’s surprise was evident but he recovered quickly and nodded emphatically. “No, no. I’d love to cook together. I just didn’t want you to feel like you had to offer.”
“It would be my pleasure,” Andrea said with a smile. She turned and walked out of the market and towards the adjacent parking lot, clearly expecting him to follow.
TK sent a prayer above that he would survive the day and jogged after her. Andrea might seem like her usual, loving self, but he was still the guy that had broken her boy’s heart, and she was nothing if not a mother.
-x-x-x-
The whole ride home passed with TK quietly wondering if there were any good places to dispose of a body near the apartment. It was downtown in broad daylight, but if anyone could it would be the wife of a Texas Ranger and mother of a police officer. Especially when she was also the mother of the boy whose heart he broke. But he just swallowed his fear and made small talk; asking Andrea about the ranch, Gabriel and the extended family he’d met at Tía Lucy’s, and answering her questions about his recovery, his dad, and the rest of the 126.
“This place is stunning, TK,” Andrea exclaimed as soon as they stepped inside, dropping the bags by the door and taking a self-guided tour around the apartment. “Look at these windows! I always told Carlitos there’s nothing like getting direct sunlight. And this floor, and the appliances in the kitchen.” Andrea continued to comment as she took every nook and cranny of their new loft. “And the couch! The one in the condo was so small and stiff, but Carlos always got offended when Gabriel said it made his back ache.”
TK choked on a breath as Andrea mentioned the couch. He also appreciated the size and how comfortable it was but for entirely different reasons. He coughed a few times before he was able to speak again. “Is this the first time you’ve seen the loft?” he wondered and belatedly realized it wasn’t the best question to ask.
Andrea’s smile dimmed and her eyes softened as she sadly shook her head. “Carlos said it wasn’t ready yet, and he didn’t want to invite us until you were done with it. Which, in retrospect, we should have seen as strange. Seeing as he called me when he decorated the condo and he always enjoys fixing stuff around the ranch with his dad.”
“Oh,” TK breathed out, feeling guilty all over again for the break-up and now also for bringing Andrea here without considering that Carlos hadn’t shown his parents around the loft first. He had always felt so proud for being a small part in bringing the Reyes family back together, and now his heart broke at the knowledge that he was the reason it had pulled apart again. “I’m sorry. I-”
“It’s okay, mi amor. There will always be some bumps in the road. Now show me around the kitchen, we have to get started if we want to be ready before Carlos gets home.”
-x-x-x-
Maybe Carlos was up to something all the times he had told TK problems seemed smaller in the kitchen, because it took only half an hour of cooking alongside Andrea for his heart to stop beating so fast and his hands to settle. He stayed mostly quiet, letting her set the pace and direction of their talk, following her instructions as he soaked the husks in hot water, chopped veggies, and mixed the ingredients for the dough.
“Can you pass me the cilantro, por favor?” Andrea asked, startling TK who was struggling to spread the dough on the husks, making sure it was thin and even. He paused for a moment to search for the herbs she’d requested.
“TK, this is parsley,” she said when he handed her a bag.
TK’s cheeks reddened as he turned around to look through the rest of their groceries, running his fingers through his hair when he didn’t see any other green bunches. “Oh…I must have bought the wrong thing by accident,” he said nervously, stumbling through his words.
“That’s okay. This has happened to every family at least once.” Andrea turned around and rummaged through the rack of spices, lifting her fist in celebration when she found the desired jar. “Aha! I knew Carlos would have some dried cilantro lying around. Gabriel made the same mistake at the store once and Carlitos has never let him forget it”.
TK blew out a long breath, relieved that confusing cilantro with parsley wasn’t going to be the thing that made Andrea realize this was too much and TK didn’t deserve to be part of the Reyes family. But he couldn’t stop thinking that Andrea was secretly still mad at him for what he did to Carlos, so he smiled tightly and continued to work quietly.
“I’m sorry,” TK said tentatively after the silence in the kitchen started to become uncomfortable.
“It’s okay, mijo. Fresh cilantro is always better but this one works too,” Andrea said softly, not bothering to look at him as she placed tablespoons of the chicken and pork filling on the dough that he’d already spread out.
TK set the dough down and walked to the sink, washing his hands for longer than necessary. “I’m sorry for hurting Carlos,” he finally said when he turned back around. His gaze settled on the window to his left as his eyes filled.
“Oh, TK, come here.” Andrea took the dishcloth from him and pulled him in for a hug. When they parted she grabbed his hand and led him to the couch. “You don’t have to apologize to me, mi amor. I know you love Carlos, just as much as he loves you, and that’s all we care about.”
“But, I hurt him. So badly,” TK sniffled, and used the sleeve of his hoodie to swab at his eyes. “How can you still want me around after that?”
“Because you make Carlitos happy, and that’s everything we have ever wanted for him.” Andrea’s words made it sound so simple, too easy, and if it had been anyone else he wouldn’t have believed them. But it felt different when it was spoken by a Reyes. He suspected it had something to do with the familiar soulful eyes and warm presence.
“But I didn’t make him happy the last three months and I’m so sorry,” TK sobbed. “I never meant to hurt him, I just-”
“TK, you don’t owe me an explanation.” Andrea cut him off, setting her palm on his face and wiping his tears away. “Carlitos already gave me the cliff notes version. And what happened is between you two. And I know you’re both working to move past it and make sure it doesn’t happen again. That’s all that matters to me. Can you just promise me one thing?”
“Anything,” TK rushed to say, smiling wetly when Andrea chuckled.
Andrea pressed a kiss to the top of TK’s head and held his gaze as she spoke. “Don’t leave him again. I know Carlos has a big heart and sometimes that love translates to being overbearing or rash but just talk to him, don’t run. Work your problems together. I’ve known Gabriel since we were 15, we married at 23, and I can tell you that’s the key to any long lasting relationship.”
TK nodded. “I promise. I love him so much. And I never want to hurt him again.”
“But you might, TK. And he might hurt you too. No one is perfect and we all make mistakes.” Andrea took a breath and reached for his hands, holding them tightly. “Just make sure your heart always gets back to the right place. Talk things out, be a team, and remember sometimes all we need is to be a little forgiving.”
“Thank you,” TK said softly, and leaned into her touch when Andrea pulled him in for another hug.
“We all love you, Tyler. And that won’t change after just one fight. Now come on, take a moment to clean yourself up and let’s finish these tamales.”
The day ended as one of the best TK could remember. He laughed, shared stories and learned more of his new family in between spreading dough, laying the filling and folding the tamales. In the end, Andrea’s looked like a work of art, while TK’s were a little frayed along the edges.
“Do you want to stay for dinner?” TK asked as he removed the tamales from the water.
Andrea shook her head and grabbed her purse and grocery bags. “Thank you, but I already meddled in your plans enough.” When TK opened his mouth to protest, she patted his cheek, and smiled, “you’re a sweet boy, TK. But this is a night for you and your boyfriend to enjoy. Just save us some tamales, Gabriel and I would love to try them.”
“Okay,” TK agreed as he walked her outside. “Thank you, Andrea. And not just for today, but for loving Carlos, accepting us, and seeing me as enough for your son. Being welcomed into this family is everything to me.”
“Thank you, TK. You’re everything we ever wanted for Carlitos. Just remember what we talked about and let your love be enough.” Andrea hugged him goodbye and, after a parting kiss to his forehead, got in her car and disappeared down the street.
A half hour later when the door swung open and Carlos came in, the kitchen was still a bit messy and TK’s eyes were puffy and a little bloodshot, but seeing his boyfriend’s face break into an adorable, little grin as he took in the spread on the table and the familiar aroma, TK knew it had all been worth it.