“We were promised sufferings. They were part of the program. We were even told, ‘Blessed are they that mourn,’ and I accept it. I’ve got nothing that I hadn’t bargained for. Of course it is different when the thing happens to oneself, not to others, and in reality, not imagination.”- CS Lewis, a grief observed. This last week has been really hard. I’m emotionally exhausted and wish I had some great thing to say but I have nothing.