#alchohol tw
I’m not sure if these are going to be the finished art pieces, but this took a while, soooo…
WARNING: A BIT OF GORE, REFERENCE TO ALCHOHOLISM
“I Should Think.(That Feeling that you wish you couldn’t describe.)”
“I Shouldn’t Think.(That feeling that you can’t describe.)”
This is test: I want to see if anyone can guess what these are symbolizing(HINT: The Symbolism for the first one isn’t included in the tw for this post bc it’s less obvious that the alcohol in the second one).
TW: Explicit language, Depression/Suicide mention, Alcohol Mention, Divorce
P: Absolutely not!
Phoebe grabbed my arm the second she saw me, yanking me back to the toilets. I fumbled after her. Even sober I couldn’t keep my feet under me very well. It made me wonder why I hadn’t gotten a drink before.
I should have brought a flask.
P:Some effort would have been nice. Honestly, a lawyer can only do so much when you show up like this. What were you thinking?
Marty followed behind. I didn’t meet his eyes.
C: I don’t really care what happens…
M: Yes you do.
C: No. I don’t.
Phoebe yanked my jacket from my grasp and handed it to Marty while she poked and prodded my face and hair.
P:You look like death.
C:And it can take me.
M:You don’t mean that.
C: Yes. I do.
I looked at Marty. I shouldn’t have. All I saw was pity.
C: What, Marty? Worried your fiancee will cheat too?
M:No. I’m worried about my brother! Have you met him? Warm, kind, worth looking up to!
C:Reality hit. There’s nothing left.
I growled the words at him.
P: Enough. Button your shirt.
C: Arthur wouldn’t.
I hated his name. Hated myself. Hated everything. I was nothing. Not even worth Marty’s pity, no matter how much it ripped me open. He’d never look up to me again. My father’s eyes matched his.
P:Button your fucking shirt Cal.
The second we walked out I saw her and my insides hollowed out, dragging me down deeper than I thought possible.
She was wearing that dress… I bought her that dress.
She wore that dress to our fucking divorce.
SOS: Sailors of Sobriety
chapter 1
part 1/5
another one, free of charge ✨
will ramble about them under the cut
milan usually has an icy, better-than-you attitude but when he’s drunk he gets uncharacteristically affectionate
jab might already have been out the entire night but he doesn’t know when to stop and wants to avoid having to lie awake in bed trying to sleep while overthinking everything it’s dreadful
echo said you didn’t see nothin’, please go on with your day
aleksey is being melodramatic and having big brain thoughts about the universe and meaning of life again
rookie said rise and shine milan, i am hungry *bites their foot* (no he wouldn’t bite milan)
jeremy may not go to school anymore but math and physics continues to haunt him in his dreams and he’ll wake up delirious and call someone before he realizes it was a dream lol
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