#and maybe i shouldnt just keep that to myself

Oh great I love waking up and have my brain reminding me of how fucking dependent of my parents I am rn bc I couldn’t work for a long while and might not be able to work for another bc my right hand is being mean

Bc like,,, I do have money on the side, but it’s as low as it was before I started to work, which mean same level it was 3 years ago bc between having to pay for my own food, electricity and Internet and enjoying myself on the side,,,, I’m back to square one

And I hate asking money to my parents and I can’t do lil stuff on the side to sell

So yeah now I’m stuck and idk what to do and I hate it