#and now im crying
guys i’m basically getting to the point where I just want to leave like everyone says they want me here but actions speak louder than words and I’m just scared that I’m staying here for basically nothing besides the occasional time that someone decides they need me and that sucks because like that hurts and I might just move across the state when my parents leave because fuck this at least I know they want me around
*thinks about soundwave*
*wonders why soundwave doesn’t like music in IDW1*
*thinks about how tarn and soundwave used to work together*
*thinks about how tarn used music to kill, torture & traumatize*
*thinks about soundwaves original bio quote*
“Cries and screams are music to my ears.”
*thinks about how being a sound system in a war & using music as a weapon would cause you to associate music with hurting others*
*marvels at how context can flip a sadistic quote on it’s head*
IDW1 may be over but my thoughts on it continue to linger and by god i will tie toghether all connections that dare cross my mind.