#and treats you like a child

me constantly trying to figure out why i’m suddenly dizzy like: 

• is it stress? 
  
• am i dehydrated? 
  
• am i just really tired? 
  
• do i need to eat smth? 
  
• would showering help?
• do i need to go lie down?
• is my iron level just getting low?
• is this from laying down too much?
  
• is this from dealing with the pain flareups?
• is this left over from my panic attack earlier?
• is this a sign of another panic attack coming?
• am i dying? do i need to be concerned about this? 
• am i disassociating, again, and my body just feels off / wrong?

rinse / repeat