#angsthurt

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Imagine:
Dante’s birthday is coming up and you try your best to comfort Cisco…*~*~*~*~* 

“Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday, dear Dante. Happy birthday to you…!” 

Cisco leaned forward and blew out the candle.

The dim, orange light flickered for a good second or so before the fire finally died, the wick releasing a thin trail of smoke in the air. The smell of vanilla and soot filled the room, bringing back memories of Dante’s past celebrations.

Cisco’s eyes watered just from the thought of it.

God, how he missed him.

It had been nearly two months since Dante passed and Cisco found it difficult to move on. Although, how could he? Just as the two of them were finally reconnecting after years of being distant and indifferent towards each other, Dante was suddenly ripped out of his life.

The two of them would never be able to bond again. Never share the small, private moments they had - when they got along, covered for each other and kept their secrets.

It was all too painful.

But, after much effort, you convinced Cisco to celebrate Dante’s upcoming birthday at his apartment. Bought the cupcake and candles to sing and commemorate the birth of someone so special in your boyfriend’s life.

It should’ve been happy.

Instead…

The sharp sting in the back of Cisco’s eyes grew stronger, his head already pounding from an oncoming headache. It frustrated the young mechanical engineer so much.

He wanted his celebration of Dante’s birthday to be happy.

Not pathetic.

It was a crucial step to moving on and coping with a lost loved one. Quite furiously, Cisco swiped at his tears. Long locks stuck messily to the side of his face during the futile attempt.

“Dammit,” he cursed inter his breath.

You frowned.

Reaching out, you gently grabbed his wrists. Cisco immediately ceased all movements, but kept his head down. He couldn’t look you in the eye. Ashamed and broken in front of the girl he loves.

God, he must’ve looked real stupid.

“Hey,” you whispered, lowering his hands. “It’s okay. You’re doing great.”

Still, Cisco kept quiet.

More tears ran down his cheeks.

Smiling softly, you leaned in and wrapped your arms around your boyfriend’s waist. Your chin resting comfortably at the crook of his neck. You started rocking back and forth slightly, though not enough to make him nauseous.

Eventually, Cisco found himself relaxing in your hold and resting against your head. More tears streamed down his face and wet yours; though, you hardly cared.

If anything, it felt as if he found comfort in it.

The two of you remained quiet for a long moment. Nothing but the sound of distant car horns potentially interrupting your thoughts.

In the end, Cisco moved his head ever so slightly and pressed his lips against your temples.

You smiled.

“Thanks,” he said, barely above a whisper. “I don’t know if I could’ve done this without you.”

“Of course you could,” you returned the kiss on his cheek. “You’re a very strong person.”

Cisco smiled bashfully.

You could tell he didn’t believe you; but, nonetheless, appreciated your comfort and support. Rubbing his back, you tipped your head towards the desert on the table.

“C’mon,” you suggested. “What d’you say we split the cupcake and watch a movie?”

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Requested by: Anonymous
Prompt:can you please please please do an angsty piece for Cisco?? probably something to do with Dante. idk why but i just have a thing for angsty Cisco rn aaaaghhhhh!!’