#as i have always been

Another rewatch, another detail:

Look at how he looks at her just before he starts coughing up the blood. He knows he’s just killed himself - he felt it (what? Electro shock? Still unclear) go through his body.

So he’s just looking at her for a moment before he goes, almost like “well, this is it for me. She’s okay, though. She’ll be okay.” And then he starts to hemorrhage.

This brave, devoted idiot. I love him so much.

(Gif by @chiefitzsimmons)