#bachelor of science in entrepreneurship
What is that one thing in life that you regret the most?
Well, for me that would be the course that I took for college. I am currently a 4th year irregular student of my Degree Course BS Entrepreneurship. I took my first 3 years in this COLLEGE that was TOO expensive, stopped and worked for 2 years as a Call Center Agent due to financial problems, and went back to continue my course IN a really cheap school but the quality of education, I’d say honestly, wasn’t the best. I ended up forgetting what I’ve learned for the past years and just pursuing my education for me to acquire a diploma which is a really big deal for my parents. I’ve insisted them on letting me transfer to a better school with a different kind of course but yet again, we are not the FORTUNATE ones and they have adviced me to finish my course since I only have probably about 2 years more to go.
me crying for life (what a face #FailureDrama)
I know that this course isn’t the best for me.
After studying for years I still don’t get the process of building up a business, taxes, accounting, business strategies, finding suppliers, etc. I don’t even know what to kind of business do I want to put up?! I also thought that if I wanted to make a business I knew I didn’t need this course and instead use the money I pay for college as my CAPITAL in case I found the business I wanted. I’m just too afraid to finish college and have a hard time finding a job because I know I don’t have the specific skills unlike those courses that have a specific work such as Nursing, Engineering, IT, etc.
As an Entrepreneur you should create jobs and not find them. That’s my problem. Since I’m not really into business nor do I have the finance to build my dream business, I prefer finding a nice-paying job and hopefully earning enough money to build a business of my own with the confidence I have acquired from my job. Other courses like Nursing, Tourism, HRM, etc. All of those have career paths but what do I have? Just HOPE. The Hope to have an idea and the money to put it into a reality which, unfortunately, I don’t acquire.
There will be those nights where I will wake up out of nowhere and think about how my life will be for me. I know for myself that everything will turn out the way I want but I’m just having a hard time finding that bridge that will help me get there. – maybe I’m just being too negative. We’ll see what this year brings for me. i just had to PURGE my negative thought in this post but still,m I remain Positive. :)
