hilariously that was not even the wildest shit along those lines i’ve ever experienced. that dubious honor goes to writing a portrayal of an abusive, neglectful relationship, to explore what that can look like in polyamorous triads, and it accidentally breaking up at Least two real-life relationships because someone i knew related too hard to the abuser, got mad, and tried to get me to dom them out of their guilt as if i could somehow write them into being not a shitty partner
re: that last bury your gays post, the thing is that if you hang around long enough online you will eventually develop a finely honed sense of what’s bullshit made-up discourse and what isn’t, solely based on “yeah, some weird shit like that happened to me once”. like you do still get the odd strain of someone making up a Guy to Be Mad At Online, but it’s surprising to me when people go “nobody REALLY hates violent media that much ugh”, when i have now known multiple people who flipped shit at me for putting fictional characters in completely genre-appropriate danger. i used to be in a qpr with someone who weaponized this to redirect every single conversation about anything creative or fandom-related back to soothing them. literally they joined a dnd game and got upset at us for entering combat because they didn’t know it would involve using weapons and they were So Scared of what that meant about us As People. the thing you have to remember. is that sometimes people who are weird in similar ways to you will see that commonality as a way to monopolize your time and understanding. and once you encounter this like 2-3 times in the wild a LOT of discourse On Line makes a lot more fuckin sense
ALUCARD is tender with the first kiss. Awkwardly backs away at first because he did it without your permission. Doesn’t know what to say after it, other than, “I’m sorry”. Admits that’s he likes you very much. He’s excited to be kissing you - too much, that he’s wanting more kisses from you. He soon sheepishly pulls you into more kisses.
TREVOR with no restraint, kisses you and doesn’t stop. Gradually making it deeper when you don’t stop him. He’s never felt so sober in his life. He pulls away once you both are out of breath. You both have a ‘wow’ moment. He’s willing to go further if you don’t want the night to end there.
ISSAC knows what he wants before he leans into you. He ceases your lips and keeps them there. He leaves you with lots of questions on why he kissed you, he’s not willing to answer any of them. He’s sort of stunned himself that he even did that. He was sure of his actions though and he enjoyed it just as much as you did.
HECTORis overjoyed about your first kiss. He peppers your face in kisses after the passionate kiss. Like Trevor, he’s willing to make to make it more than a kiss. If you’re ready - he won’t pressure you but will say that he enjoyed your first kiss. Both of you become embarrassed at the hint of awkwardness in the air as well.
GODBRAND is risky and he finds himself staring at your lips. First kiss with him is quick, more like a peck. It’s like that at first until he pulls you in for more. He admits that he wants you. That you’re his. First kiss will certainly be rough but he means well.
DRACULA is very calm. Passionate and a deep kiss. A new door opened in your relationship and he was ready for it. He’ll let go if you are in shock, certainly. May or may not leave you breathless - pull away first, you won’t be breathless. Gives you a small smile after.
