If you want to live like this for the rest of your life, there’s a couple of essential things to do, especially if you’re young like me.
This is NOT a fetish, well, technically it is, but I could compare it to a job, an instinct or a religion, this is why Interracial porn is so popular, however, extra steps are needed to finally overcome any doubt, shame or denial.
Most of your money should be given to White Goddesses to help them maintain the lifestyle they dream of & deserve to do just that, As a White Beta your role and there’s no way around it. Not only are you exposing yourself as the pathetic beta you are by acting as her bank, but remember that your money will support Black Men in their mission to take over all White Men along with their power while aiding the decline of their people & influence.
Porn. Porn. Porn. When I was 16 I started with IR porn, during this period I watched it every day, and for a developing young brain, this will permanently leave its mark and become a part of you that is impossible to get rid off.
Set all of your wallpapers to porn, lockscreen (both desktop & phone), wallpaper on your phone, hypnosis audio every night, basically, be a slave to it, you better get used to the feeling.Also, don’t forget to pay for porn, I recommend BLACKED, make sure to buy a year, that way you won’t have to think about renewing for a while & allows you to access it daily and let it deepend your addiction.
Have discipline. Make it a habit to avoid ejaculating like a man & even touching your worthless clitty, as you start to play with your nipples & ass, you’ll “program” your brain in to primarily react to arousal in other ways, there are guies on this and after some time, you’ll notice how limp & useless your little beta cock feels and you will have an easy time watching a 30 minute scene without touching anything but your butt & nipples. If you want to cum, make sure to treat your penis like a clit & only jerk off like a pathetic loser.
Remember, doing all of these things as someone not fully committed because of their young age or constantly having doubts, this will definitely re-wire your brain to transform in to a permanent believer. The younger you are the easier it is to shape your brain in to a loyal beta loser – there’s no turning back anymore, and you will forever be an inferior slave & servant and become the person you always wanted to be, horny or not. Say goodbye to relapses, because you’ll never quit again.
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