Rhea wants to save herself for marriage. When I saw her I didn’t believe her at all. Nobody with tits and ass like that saves it. But 10 dates later I barely had kissed her. Boob gropes denied, brushing my body against her. Nothing. On date 11 I just whipped out my cock when we were watching a movie. And she dumped me. Stupid virgins…
Last summer i went to vaccation with my dad, my mom and my younger brother(14). I heard they had some nudist and some cool private beaches there along with the official beaches. For the first two days i enjoyed the sun of mallorca, althoug was still really white, no real tan. I always was pretty open minded and had a thing for older men, maybe even older than my dad and i constantly thought about the cool private beaches that were supposed to be in the area next to our hotel.
On the 3rd day i was so annoyed by my little brother who kept making jokes about my big boobs, so i decided to put on my cool blue bikini and walk alone along the beach to seek some adventures. After maybe 1km i sneaked throu a little hole in a fence to a private beach. I saw some yellow umbrellas and decided to take a nap there. I woke up by some noise of two guys discussion something in spanish. They ignored me at first so i got up and walked in their direction. They talked to me in broken english and gave me a lot of compliments, which i liked a lot. One of the guys made photos of me. It was charming and i didn´t mind getting so much attention. When they offered me a little drink i didn´t say no, so we drank together and talked some. They seemed to be pretty cool and friendly so i decided to stay a little longer before i wanted to head back to the hotel where my parents waited for me. I explained to them i came from germany and wanted to visit the island. To be honest i wished that one of the guys made a moove on me, but they didn´t, so i started to get a little bit more flirty with the two man, one must have been around the age of my dad, one maybe a little bit older. I didn´t wanted to be too slutty, so i just kept laughing at their jokes and streched casualy. When they looked at my boobs i felt really excited, but they still made no mooves on me. I told them who nice they were to me and how grateful i am to be on the island and then i group-hugged them to show my gratitude. The older one took my by the hand and started dancing with me really close and sung a song. Next thing i knew was me laying on one of the sun-seats, with my bikini stripped to the side. I found it so extremely exciting that i didn´t wanted to stop. The men who was around the age of my dad started to kiss me very gently on the mouth and i kissed him back, while the older guy started to lick my pussy. I was in heaven. Finally someone who appreciated me. Before i knew the old guy,i think we was called emilio, started to gently rub something very hard on my pussy. That was when i started to get second thoughts. I know i should have known were it went, but i wasn´t shure loosing my virginity with some guys who were old enough to be my dad. It suddenly hit me, that i did something very stupid. I was so excited and turend on, the heat, the drink, the holliday feeling and the love of these two old farts who appreciated me so much, was enough to make me forget that i was about to loose my virginity. When Emilio started to penetrate me faster, which fealt amazing, it hit me that not only had i never had sex before, i also wasn´t on birth controll! My periode stopped like 12 days ago, so it probably wasn´t the best time to have unprotected sex on the beach with two complete strangers. I kindly asked emilio if he could go slower. He did. I tried to explain him, that he can´t cum inside me. “Cum on my face” i told him, since i thought that was kinda hot. Instead he did something really cruel, he looked me in the eye and slowly kept on fucking me. I was so turned on. “You are ovulating aren´t you?” he gently asked me with his broken accent. I shyly nodded and wondered how did he know that. I was so turned on when i kept fucking me slowly. I could feel his big brown dick strech my pussy and rubbing the insights on mine. In my inner eye i imagined some pretty nasty things. I imagined my insides beeing covered by his cum. I felt so dirty and ashamed, because i was so turned on. Then i remembered that getting knocked up was probably the worst option i could choose, so i asked him again “emilio” i said. “yes my beauty” he replied softly. “ i know you are afraid, it is fine! we both know what will happen” he told me. I was so turned on and shocked at the same time. Something in me told me i should turn him down and let him do it. Let him cum inside me unprotected. He only nodded when he saw me struggle with myself. “it will happen” he said in his spanish accent “you are mine now, you were made to carry my child” with these words i saw his eyes turn back as he grabbed my hips and slowly thurst deep inside me. Time frooze for a second. I couldn´t speak. Then i felt his cock twitching inside of me, hot semen filling my virgin pussy, taking me, making me his own. I couldn´t think anymore. I felt his cum pumping inside me and suddenly it hit me. I had the most amazing orgasm i ever had in my life. My whole body filled with a light tingly sensation as emilio pumped his seed into me, ruining my young fertile body. He smiled at me when i stopped shaking. I wanted to do it again. The other guy was already rockhard ready to enter me. I didn´t care anymore. And they both knew it. They knew they had me. They could use me and unload their dirty loads into my fertile teenage womb read to suck every drop of their potent loads up. Emilio stood up and carressed my head while they other men thursted deep and slowly into me. He whispered in my ear: You are going to be the mother of our child, we are brothers and one of us will be the father. You belong to our family now.“ Another orgasm hit me as the second guy exploded with a load grunt into my helpless young and fertile body. I was in heaven. Afterwards we talked a bit and the men took a swim in the ocean. Before sundown they both pumped another load into me. I was really afraid to go back to the hotel, but they insisted it would be ok. I could come back tomorrow they said.
When i came home my parents were really angry, but not as angry 3 weeks later, when my period didn´t come and i told them that i was pregnant. Little emilio is 1 month now and my mom is looking after him while i´m at school. In summer i wanna go back to mallorca, this time with my best friend susan. She also has a thing for older men, i think she will like it there…
If you want to live like this for the rest of your life, there’s a couple of essential things to do, especially if you’re young like me.
This is NOT a fetish, well, technically it is, but I could compare it to a job, an instinct or a religion, this is why Interracial porn is so popular, however, extra steps are needed to finally overcome any doubt, shame or denial.
Most of your money should be given to White Goddesses to help them maintain the lifestyle they dream of & deserve to do just that, As a White Beta your role and there’s no way around it. Not only are you exposing yourself as the pathetic beta you are by acting as her bank, but remember that your money will support Black Men in their mission to take over all White Men along with their power while aiding the decline of their people & influence.
Porn. Porn. Porn. When I was 16 I started with IR porn, during this period I watched it every day, and for a developing young brain, this will permanently leave its mark and become a part of you that is impossible to get rid off.
Set all of your wallpapers to porn, lockscreen (both desktop & phone), wallpaper on your phone, hypnosis audio every night, basically, be a slave to it, you better get used to the feeling.Also, don’t forget to pay for porn, I recommend BLACKED, make sure to buy a year, that way you won’t have to think about renewing for a while & allows you to access it daily and let it deepend your addiction.
Have discipline. Make it a habit to avoid ejaculating like a man & even touching your worthless clitty, as you start to play with your nipples & ass, you’ll “program” your brain in to primarily react to arousal in other ways, there are guies on this and after some time, you’ll notice how limp & useless your little beta cock feels and you will have an easy time watching a 30 minute scene without touching anything but your butt & nipples. If you want to cum, make sure to treat your penis like a clit & only jerk off like a pathetic loser.
Remember, doing all of these things as someone not fully committed because of their young age or constantly having doubts, this will definitely re-wire your brain to transform in to a permanent believer. The younger you are the easier it is to shape your brain in to a loyal beta loser – there’s no turning back anymore, and you will forever be an inferior slave & servant and become the person you always wanted to be, horny or not. Say goodbye to relapses, because you’ll never quit again.
The only way we betas can give meaning to our pathetic lives is by worshipping and serving our superiors unconditionally.
Lifetime Commitment Contract to the cause
These are terms that I made for myself and should serve as a way to show that I hereby take this serious and not as a game anymore
I hereby promise to remain pussy free for the rest of my life as a way to further the cause of Black Supremacy by not producing white off-spring as well as a way to absolutely prove my devotion & commitment as I’d much rather remain a limp Interracial porn addict to having sex with a woman
Pledge a certain percentage of my income to different White Goddesses, especially those who promote Interracial content, this will be paid every month
SpendATLEASTevery other weekend surrounded by nothing but IR porn in order to increase association, subconscious programming & my own passion for it, of course.
Before the end of 2018, acquire a chastity cage to increase the feeling of a beta loser with a useless & undesirable penis, along with the “impotency” exercises I’ve done it will permanently and completely hinder me from using it to have sex and to some extent, regular orgasms, which should be highly discouraged for anyone than Black Kings
Create a weekly schedule and “To Do List” to establish routines for porn consumption, hypnosis, purchases and other IRrelated things so I remain disciplined to the fullest extent, this is now my life, not some “fetish”
Avoid watching toomany naked White Women without a Black King nearby, porn without a Black Man & White Woman is strictly prohibited and not likely. This only applies to regular pictures & solo porn videos
And finally, do everything I can to help further the cause, be it financially, physically or through pictures, videos and text.
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So I have a new slave…and I must like challenges, because she has quite a few of them.
1. She’s a virgin. At almost 30
2. She is both ashamed of her body and afraid to show it too much.
3. She has recently traumatizing relationships she is getting out of
4. Lives at home, little freedom
5. Only one relationship so far….
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Advantages:
1. Very smart - Necessary for me
2. Hypnosis is her biggest kink. I’ll tell you how she found that out at a tender age later. That and mind control/brainwashing/consensual non-consent etc
3. She has enough time to train
4. She trances easily and relatively deep
5. She is energetically/spiritually gifted
6. She is relatively open with her desires and fantasies
7. She has a powerful and colorful creative and fantasy life and imagination
8. She is beautiful
9. She ‘tops from the bottom’/tells you what she needs in a good way
10. Knows how/when to ask for altered states to make more possible.
There’s more but that’s a start.
When she came to me in August, she described her life in relatively dark terms. Just broke up with her first boyfriend. The sex didn’t work because of vaginismus/tension she had. This is very common.
Family situation: not fun. Angry, loud father. Passive victim mother. Small space they live in all together.
Work was becoming ever more bureaucratic.
She was shy and scared about men…due to her repression she made some questionable decisions that took her places she regretted, both physically and psychologically.
We had talked years ago and as this year has been, she popped back up. This time it was telegram.
We started talking and developed fantasy rapport rather quickly. First key: fantasy is a doorway.
Any time a woman will knowingly allow you to lead her into states of arousal, she has opened a door to change–this is what arousal does. When she wants trance as well, all systems are go for a deep dive.
And in one month, it’s amazing what we have accomplished together.
I will tell the story as it comes (no pun), but she went from being lonely and afraid to being inundated with men–with many talents she enjoys–going out multiple nights per week.
She is feeling sexy and desired. Passionate. She has uncaged herself.
And, as is usual with me, has already had orgasms eclipsing any she has had in her life.
