#because shawn freakin mendes

Hey guys B here long time no see!
so quick life update:

- I’m 19 turning 20 now (wow too old considering I started tumblr when I was like 14-15)
- I graduated high school a couple years agos
- Went to Uni for a year but didn’t think the course was for me
- Currently taking a year off to figure that step out but going straight back in next year
- Oh and this happened

But down to the main thing, this blog.

The thing is, I still watch youtube sometimes but I don’t watch british youtubers anymore…so as much as I loved zalfie then (and still consider them to be super cute now), I’m not so keen on continuing this blog based on the ship anymore. I mean I’m not sure theres anyone I’m super keen on blogging from youtube so my dilemma here is to change the blog style to something I like more and keep everyone already here, or give it up completely and just leave this page like a ghost of my teenage past. Both would be hard and weird to do but I mean I’ve basically been doing option 2 for the past year and its kind of been haunting me…I would love to hear opinions on it otherwise thanks for reading my rambling self :)