#big black delta

Just some thoughts from today, inspired by my anxiety. I have this hyper awareness when i feel my life going through changes and it makes me terribly uneasy. I see what i can’t control, my own life, i can’t control the changes at all. This smacks me upside my head every five minutes and i feel sick the rest of the day - or sometimes, the rest of the week.  No one wants change when they have it made, no one wants to get older and face the real world. But this is life, and this is my life and i can’t control the natural progression of things. All i can do is take advantage of every moment the way i want to. Carpe Diem. 

We watch our lives go by and we know we can’t control the changes we go though. We can only keep focused on each moment. Save the nostalgia for the quiet times, for the times when you feel the most grateful to be alive. Remember those who changed you, keep mental snapshots of the smiles and the landscapes you’ve gazed upon. The beauty of this incredible world is right before you, growing and shifting perpetually. Be in awe and stay humble.
 
Love truly, and mean what you say when you do utter those words. Its only when you lose someone do you realize how much you really cared for them, so soak up every moment you are able to experience with the ones you love. Love madly and with your whole being. There’s nothing wrong with not always being successful in love, but don’t give up on it. Everyone will go through it. But those who stay loving are those who have the most love around them. Stay positive and keep peace.