#bitter

I’m a sweet disaster

is there such a thing as, like, kind of in love??? no, it’s not a crush; it’s totally love, but… really low-key and quiet. i have fallen in love with this person exactly twice, and the first time it was heart-wrenching, terrible, passionate, unrequited love. and now… look, i know they don’t love me back, but this time it’s actually fine??? i’m really okay, to the point i might not even want a relationship with them. i just. i love them. and they don’t love me back. and i might date other people and i won’t mind at all when they date other people but a part of me will always harbor this weird, soft, quiet love for them, and it’s just like, wow, you mean so much to me in such a weird way and i don’t know how to deal with that.