#black widow reader insert
I have this Bucky x SuperSoldier!Widow!Reader fanfic in my mind, but since I don’t write anymore (in my native language) and don’t feel confident enough to write in English, nor have the creativity to do it, is someone interested in writing it?
It can be a long one shot, or a small series.
I have some ramifications, though, some options that can turn the fic into enemies to lovers,orfriends to lovers… Let’s go:
Okay, basically, the reader was trained by the Winter Soldier and became the first Widow, the one who trained all the others, including Natasha! (Since in the MCU she wasn’t trained by the Winter Soldier, at least it didn’t show).
It all starts when Hydra is trying to replicate the serum but has a total of 0 success, and in desperation they start to do experiments in babies. The reader’s mother was a poor pregnant woman whose family abandoned her when the father of her baby left her and didn’t acknowledge the baby as his. So when she hears about a “company who’s offering money to people in exchange of running tests with medicines that can be the cure to cancer”, she volunteers.
Here’s where the ramifications, the options starts, with her mother!Either Hydra does the experiments in a lot of pregnant women, and when the babies are born they kill everyone (including the babies who didn’t succeed);or when reader is born and they see she’s a success they pay her mother and she leaves reader to live her “rich” life;or she stays and offers to work for them so they don’t kill her;or she stays to raise the reader so she can comply at least her mother (and she becomes reader’s handler), or to use her as hostage so reader won’t do anything stupid or she gets her mom killed… Anyways, it’s just the background, and maybe reader’s mother can come back as a villainess or not.
When reader is about 20 and had almost every training , they capture Bucky and turn him into the Winter Soldier, the only one who can match her skills. Before him, she was the one doing all the dirty work, and it was going perfect untill somehow she almost screwed a mission, or they just thought a man could do a better job. That’s when the Red Room makes their appearance and they choose the reader to be the one to start the program. So Hydra kept the Winter Soldier and the Red Room keeps the reader. Here are some options again: (1) as she was born and raised in a Hydra facility she does everything they command because she thinks is right and it’s the only thing she knows, and never thought about the civilian people and how’d feel like to be one of them;(2) or at some point in her life she starts to get rebellious and they have to torture and brainwash her.
As time’s passing, the reader gets to train Natasha and Yelena. Mind controlling or not, the reader helps Natasha “take down the Red Room” (as Natasha thought she did, but didn’t do, as we saw in her movie) and scapes. Here are some options again, either the reader fakes her death to try and live a civilian life;or Dreykov gets her back and it doesn’t happen these faking something;or the reader makes a deal with Natasha where they go separate ways and never see each other again.
When Nat has to help Yelena set the others free they might need the reader’s help, and follow the movie’s events.
Does Endgame happen? If not, Natasha offers the reader a place in the Avengers team and she meets Bucky. That’s where we decide either it’s gonna be enemies to lovers (1)orfriends to lovers(2):
1- Bucky only knew her from Hydra and knew she did all those bad things because she wanted, she wasn’t forced. That’s why Bucky despise her, she’s a terrible human, and cooperate with the organization that made him who he is today (ex Winter Soldier, a “broken” man). And the reader couldn’t care less about Bucky’s opinion, if he doesn’t want to know her side of the story he can believe in whatever makes him feel better.
2- They lean on each other, Bucky helps the reader to get better and cope with all the things she’s been through.
If Endgame happened:
1- Bucky despises her for the same reasons, but even more because her pardon (they meet again because of it) wasn’t as difficult to get as his, just because she can be seen as a fragile woman, a cute little face that is regretful for everything she did on the hands of those big bad guys. And Natasha isn’t there to try and make them get along for the sake of any mission.
2- Natasha talks to Steve so they can send her to Wakanda and get her some treatment, peace, and maybe therapy alongside of someone can understand her even better than Natasha: Bucky. That’s where they meet and have a conversation about their lives and become friends, almost lovers, and everything happens and half the universe gets blipped. Reader fights with them to get everyone back and we follow TFATWS events.
Either with or without Endgame’s events, they start to get off of each other’s throats during a fight, maybe, where Bucky tries to offend her and she’s like “Do you think I had a choice? I was literally made to be a pawn, that was the only life I ever had, ever known. I didn’t have the chance to live as a normal human being, a civilian, or a child, like you!”. Oooor, Bucky overhears the reader telling Sam/Steve her history, and maybe even let’s him see her real self without the walls she built along the years. But they don’t get friends immediately, it’s a slow process where they’ll stop fighting and bickering to have banal conversations.
As for the friend to lovers, with ir without Endgame’s events, they start to fall for each other once they realize they’ve been through almost the same things and they aren’t the things everyone tried to turn them in to, they fall in love slowly, with each and every small gesture, and desperate situations where they face the chance of losing one another.
There’s a lot of pinning, angst, fluff, real sloooow burn, violence, blood and all that warnings.
Likes and reblogs are welcome, so are suggestions. If anyone is interested in writing it, feel free to do so, or change anything, but please let me know so I can read it
