#bottom problems

I just bottomed for the second time ever with a random guy I met at the bar, (first time doing that ever) and I think I can safely say I’m never having sex again. It was painful, it was embarrassing, and it was nearly every one of my fears I’ve had come true, but thankfully he was really nice and understanding, probably because he realized how inexperienced I am. It could’ve been extremely worse, but thankfully it wasn’t, however any confidence I had about doing such a thing has certainly evaporated. I think I’ll probably just jerk off to porn for the rest of my life.