#bottoming

I just bottomed for the second time ever with a random guy I met at the bar, (first time doing that ever) and I think I can safely say I’m never having sex again. It was painful, it was embarrassing, and it was nearly every one of my fears I’ve had come true, but thankfully he was really nice and understanding, probably because he realized how inexperienced I am. It could’ve been extremely worse, but thankfully it wasn’t, however any confidence I had about doing such a thing has certainly evaporated. I think I’ll probably just jerk off to porn for the rest of my life.

But yeah, basically as soon as I’m back in Albany, this really hot guy that had been hitting on me on Grindr since just before Christmas break is going to fuck my brains out for the first time. I don’t know how this happened, but I’m all sorts of nervous, anxious, excited, and horny in anticipation of this going down. I’ve never bottomed before (I’ve only had sex once before…), but I’ve sure as hell wanted to try for months now. His Adam4Adam profile says he’s a total dom top, which is just what I want: A big, sexy guy to take advantage of me and show me a good time. ;-)