#brutalizeme
I’m giving somewhere new a shot. I’m hoping to start building something like this account again. Find me on Sharesome!
Hey, I’ve been gone for a while again (is anyone shocked, I know, I suck), and just realized the subreddit is down. I created a new one, so you can find me here:
r/BrutalizeMe - [NSFW] Tell me what you’re most interested in!
In case you’re wondering, I am still around! I post on Reddit these days, and I just posted a “tell me what you want to see” poll, so hope over there for your voice to be heard!
We officially have a SubReddit, everyone! Thank you all for your patience. I haven’t had a chance to upload anything new their yet, but it’s where anything new will be going. Hope to see you there!
I’m still on KIK and Reddit, everyone! If you’ve been trying to get in touch, life has been nuts, but I am in my own place now and trying to creat some kind of schedule to post more often, so please check in! Both the subreddit and the KIK are under BrutalizeMe.
We officially have a SubReddit, everyone! Thank you all for your patience. I haven’t had a chance to upload anything new their yet, but it’s where anything new will be going. Hope to see you there!
We officially have a SubReddit, everyone! Thank you all for your patience. I haven’t had a chance to upload anything new their yet, but it’s where anything new will be going. Hope to see you there!
I have joined Reddit, and I’m exploring that as an option. I need to have an account older than 30 days and an undisclosed amount of karma to start my own subreddit, but it seems like a potential solution.
In order to build karma, I need to interact. For those of you already active on Reddit, which subreddits should I be in?
My username is BrutalizeMyself, because BrutalizeMe was already taken.
The Purge
OMG OMG OMG
I’m freaking out, guys. I saw the news earlier today about the removal of adult content, and I have no idea what I’m going to do. Tumblr was perfect, because it made it easier to hide from my family, and there was no risk of a porn website flagging the filter my Dad’s got set up on the home wifi, or anything else like that. I could share images of me hurting myself for all of you to enjoy. What’s the point if I’m not able to please you all?
I’m still definitely going to be on Kik whenever I can, but how am I going to able to expose myself and how I torture myself to you all?
Any and all ideas for a new platform are welcome. I’m kind of panicking over here!
Bad news, good news
I know, it’s been a while. I’ve got excuses, but they don’t matter, so on to the news.
Here’s the news:
1. I owe you guys the last post I committed to, and I will do it. (Better late than never?) I can’t do it quite yet, but it’s coming soon.
2. I bought something special recently to use for some Christmas posts, so expect a few special posts coming soon!
3. I’ve had a bunch of life changes recently that have impacted my time, and one of the things that resulted in was I gained some weight again. As far as I’m concerned, that’s bad news, except my bras don’t fit right anymore because my tits have grown too big, so good news for ya’ll I guess! More surface area to abuse.
4. I miss talking to you guys, so if there’s anyone willing to put up with my limited availability for the time being, let me know on Kik. If you’re willing to be patient with me, I’ll do my best to be present for you.
5. Speaking of which, the best news, I’m finally moving out!!! Not for a few months still, but soon I’ll have my own place, where I can start doing a lot more content without worrying about anyone walking in on me. I can’t wait to start doing this with basically all my free time and no family in the way!
Let me know if you guys have questions or anything. I hope to have new posts up soon. To everyone who follows me, thanks for sticking around. I know I’ve been unpredictable, but the fact that so many of you have been willing to stick around just to see me hurt myself when I can be here is a huge encouragement to me, so thank you!
When I hit my next follower milestone, I want to give you guys a gift.
I want to permanently damage myself during torture.
I want to work my way toward it being impossible for me to be seen as anything other than a piece of fuckmeat to be abused.
So please, however you want to see me hurt, please let me know! I’ll give you guys a few suggestions to vote on once I have some good ideas.
Thank you all so much for enjoying and encouraging my suffering!
We’re 54 followers away from the milestone!
So far, I like the idea of slowly keeping thicker and thicker pins/tacks/nails inserted in my nipples 24/7 to create permanent holes in my nipples.
What does everyone think?
Allow me to explain.
As a piece of fuckmeat, I’m not a person. I’m an object, good only to be brutalized and traumatized. I serve no other purpose.
Sir is a term of respect. That’s really all it conveys. It doesn’t imply ownership, or point to my purpose as an object to be horrifically abused.
Master means owner. Master means I’m a slave. Master means I have no rights. Master means I will be used until I am destroyed.
That’s why I prefer Master.
When I hit my next follower milestone, I want to give you guys a gift.
I want to permanently damage myself during torture.
I want to work my way toward it being impossible for me to be seen as anything other than a piece of fuckmeat to be abused.
So please, however you want to see me hurt, please let me know! I’ll give you guys a few suggestions to vote on once I have some good ideas.
Thank you all so much for enjoying and encouraging my suffering!
I’m going to run some errands soon, and I think I ought to pick up some stuff to use for punishments! I’ll take any suggestions for creative pain! Think stuff that can be found in a Wal-Mart.
Currently I’m planning to get:
Hose clamps
Any clamps I find
Zip ties
Electrical tape
Any kind of really long pins
Candles
Additions from suggestions:
Sandpaper
Parachute cord
Fishing line
More thumb tacks
Duct tape
Collar and leash
I’m going to run some errands soon, and I think I ought to pick up some stuff to use for punishments! I’ll take any suggestions for creative pain! Think stuff that can be found in a Wal-Mart.
Currently I’m planning to get:
Hose clamps
Any clamps I find
Zip ties
Electrical tape
Any kind of really long pins
Candles
If you’ve ever spoken to me on KIK, or even here on Tumblr, you may have experienced me essentially ghosting (for lack of a better term) you. There are a couple different reasons this might happen.
1. I was interrupted by life, work, my family, etc., and when I came back to KIK, I couldn’t remember who was who and had too many new messages to figure it out easily. It wasn’t personal, I just couldn’t find you again. (This has happened on multiple occasions, and I’m sorry if it happened to you.)
2. You were being a dick. Usually I’ll stop responding to those within the first few minutes, because I don’t have the patience for that. If you only ever got one or two messages from me, there’s a chance that #1 happened, but most of the time you were just a dick.
3. This is the confession I wanted to make. I have a horrible habit of setting myself up for what I would love to do, versus what I am capable of doing. Then, when it comes time to do whatever I said I would, I realize I can’t, panic, and end the conversation, rather than explain. I’ve come up with excuses and re-started some of those conversations, but there’s been a few I’ve been too nervous to try again. Just to clarify, I love torturing myself. There’s a lot I have the tolerance to do to myself. However, I frequently create and encourage extremely brutal fantasies that I am not at all capable of carrying out. One day, hopefully I’ll have somebody with me who can do those things to me, but I can’t do them myself. I would love to be able to pierce myself hundreds of times, burn my cunt, pierce my clit, or staple my tits for you, but I can’t. Yet. Maybe someday, or maybe someone will have to do it to me. Point is, I need the people I talk to to be able to call me on my bullshit when I start encouraging a particularly brutal fantasy. It’s awesome to fantasize, and nothing makes me wetter and more desperate, but I need someone who can remind me of my own limitations without getting angry when I can’t quite do more.
If you fall into category #3 (if you see this, you know who you are), and you want to reconnect with me anyway, please shoot me this message on KIK: “I saw your post, and I still want to hurt you.”
To everyone except category #2, I’m sorry if I’ve ghosted you. Most of the time it isn’t intentional, and even when it is, it’s my own hang ups, not anything you did.
Also, if you’ve told me your name at some point and I can’t remember it, I’m sorry. I suck at remembering names offline, let alone online.
Thanks for reading,
Anne
KIK: BrutalizeMe
