A Beautiful, Terrible Thing 12

A/N:We are back with part 12 I hope you al like this it’s been a minute, fuck some one did something to my tagglist god damit!asalwaysFeedback is always appreciated if you want to be Tagged, either send an ask or comment on this or click on Taglist open.

Wordcount:3,337

Warnings:Angst,Smut, Bru you guys are going to see why Brock is a dick to Y/n, dark themes? Maybe, death, sadness, lots of fluff, Bucky and Y/n are getting closer!!, theres a lot if I missed any thing tell me

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Wanda pushed open the doors of the library, Y/n looked around at all the books. “This seems familiar.” She mumbles to herself as she walked around, Wanda frowned a solum look taking over her features. “What’s wrong?”  

“A lot has happened in this room, this was your safe haven from the world, from James, this was also your saddens place.” The woman with red hair told her.  

Y/n tilted her head. “What do you mean saddens?”  
“You found our your parents died in this exact room.” Wanda gulped.  

“I don’t really hold an emotion to that Brock must have taken a lot form me, I want your help to get me to rember.” Y/n quietly said her voice a little shaky. 

Brock sat in his new office, the one meant for the king, Jack walked into the room. “What’s your plan your majesty, the queen seems to be fine with being back in the north.” 

“Jack, I need my queen that doesn’t mean I want her.” Brock told the man.  

Jack looked at the king. “Brock no we can’t not now.”  

“We haven’t had time since that brat came into the castle.” Brock rolled his eyes. “I want your lips around my cock not hers.” He stood from the chair walking up to the man.  

“This is why your father treated you as a child.” Jack whispered. “He didn’t trust you.”  

  Brock whipped his head up at the guard. “Don’t call me a child.” He hissed then he walked away. “What’s the plan?”  

“We march.” Tony slammed a fist on the table. 

Bucky sat across from the other king. “Tony, do you think it’ll work we could be in war for who knows how long, I don’t want Y/n to be involved until the end.”  

“I know that’s why she’ll stay here until she’s ready and has her memories.” Tony told him. 

Y/n and Wanda were sitting across from one another, when Wanda looked up. “Your birthday is tomorrow.”  

Y/n looked up at her. “Hmm.” 

“No plans?” Wanda asked.  

“I mean I don’t know any of them so not really.” Y/n told her.  

Wanda frowned. “Your technically the Queen of the north, they throw a big party a ball if you will plus all of the allies are already here preparing for a war, why not do it big for your twentieth birthday.”  

“Wanda.” Y/n sighed.  

“Please.” She begged.  

Wanda walked into the office. “I want Y/n to have a proper birthday.”  

Bucky looked at Wanda. “What?”  

“I want her to have a birthday tomorrow one fit for her she deserves it over all of us.” Wanda tells the men.  

“Dose Y/n request this?” Tony asked.  

“No, but I as her best friend does.” She said honestly. “She’s been through hell and back, she lost a child already and married twice, all while being nine-teen, you two owe her this show her that you that you love her both of you, this kingdom needs some hope and so dose she I think we all do.” 

Thor stood up. “I think the little witch has a great Idea I night of celebration before we go off to war.” Every king in the room agreed. 

Y/n walked to the room she was staying in when the king, James was walking the opposite direction, he stopped so did she. “Wanda is good at convincing people.” He told her.  

“What do you mean by that?” She asked.  

“We’re celebrating your birthday tomorrow.” He smiled. “I agree with Wanda when she told us that you of all people deserve it.” Y/n frowned. “What’s wrong? 

“I asked her not to she pleaded with me but I don’t want to this year has been rough from what I can tell.” She sighed.  

“Can I show you something?” James asked her, she nodded, he led her to a different wing of the castle, they walked into a large room. 

“Is this your-” 

He cut her off. “Our room before.” She looked around venturing deeper into the room then she walked up to a shelf with books on it and a gold arrow.  

“I know this what is it from?” She asked him. 

“You gave it to your younger brother; it was his first arrow you taught him to shoot.” James told her honestly. 

“I cared for my brothers, didn’t I?” she asked.  

He nodded. “Yes deeply.” 

“Did I love you, care for you as I did them?” She asked. 

He frowned. “I want to be honest with you, but it will hurt you and I.” She turned to look at him. “Your last spoken words to me before you were taken were. ‘What you’ve done to me has hurt me more than you killing me I would rather be killed than have what you did to me happen, you said you loved me but since all this Hydrana shit has happened you’ve pushed me away your castle fills colder than this snow that covers the floor beneath you and I, I agreed to this because of the kingdom they still need a queen, I’ve stayed here being quiet and being treated like shit for yourkingdom because I care I don’t think you’ll be able to make it up to me because you’ve hurt me, you act like you care about me and what I’m seeing in my sleep but I know it’s just you trying to make yourself feel better that you hurt me to make it even to say that you ‘care’ but you don’t your selfish and hell you don’t even notice how your own advisors treat me this place, the north, doesn’t feel like a home. At first maybe I did love you and you loved me but James, you’ve pushed me further away from you than just a wedge you’ve pushed me across the ocean. So please let’s just pick a tree and then go back to the castle so I can help Wanda’ I don’t deserve your trust I don’t deserve you Y/n but I do love you.” 

“I assume you apologized.” She assumed he nodded. “Then I forgive you, you saved me for a worse fate I imagine.”  

Next thing she knew was his lips we’re on her’s in a warm and passionate kiss, he undid the dress she wore and practically tore the corset off of her body, his hands ran up and down her soft skin. “You’re okay with this?”  

“Yes.” She nodded eagerly. 

He pushed her to bed with the soft material meeting her skin Bucky tugged his close off his body needing her’s Bucky slid slowly into her, her body sprung out with goose bumps. “I was horrible let me make it up to you, be a real husband.” His tone was soft as he spoke.  

“Yes James, I’ll let you be my husband once again.” Y/n’s voice shook as she spoke.  

He left marks on her neck and breast as he worshipped her body the way that she deserved he moved in and out of her, his marks claimed her body more than he ever could he showed his love as he moved in and out of her, she shook under him her legs quaked this was real love what he was showing her he knew it, this was better treatment than he’d ever given her and she deserved it, her back arched against the bed as she milked his member for all it had.  

He moved down his tongue licked at her wanting cunt as he fucked her with his mouth instead, he nipped at the red bud, she squirmed with a light squeal as he did this a few times Y/n’s legs raped around his shoulders. “I want you up here.” She moaned.  

  He smirked as he did the actions, he was doing previously, he moved in and out pumping back and forth her hair could be felt on her lower back as it was now loose nothing holding it up. 

Late into the night James held his queen to his chest he looked down at her with an easy smile she looked at him with the same type of smile. “What?” Her voice was course and rough.  

“I wish this is how we started our life together.” He sighed.  

Her brows furrowed. “What do you mean by that?”  

“I mean I wish we started with love, and you did not hurt after.” He sighed.  

“You took me, my first time?” She offered, he nodded, then she laughed. “Well, no shit it hurt your large, that’s why Brock always felt so small.”  Bucky laughed at the barbaric esque joke. 

“Your mother would have died if she heard you utter something like that.” He smiled. 

Y/n shrugged. “I don’t rember her but if you say so.”  

Y/n woke up surprisingly feeling refreshed, she stared at the edge of the bed closest to her, Bucky laid still asleep next to her, then the door opened she pulled a fur blanket up to her chin covering her nude body, Tony along with a little boy walks in. “Happy birthday.” The little boy said walking up to the side of the bed-that was empty moments ago-with a large stack of pancakes.  

“Thank you.” She smiled at him, the boy frowned. “What’s wrong?” s 

“You didn’t address me.” He said.  

Tony spoke up. “When youthank someone Y/n, youusually address them, your like that you always show the specific person your thanks by saying their name.” Her face fell theas people seemed to know her better than even she did.  

‘Aron’ Tony mouthed. “I am sorry about the confusion, Thank you Aron.” She corrected 

Bucky took a deep breath as he woke up. “What’s going on?” He looked around at the three siblings.  

“Uh, I and Aron were doing our tradition that we give our sibling a terrible birthday breakfast, it’s terrible because we made it and none of us know how to cook so yeah.” Tony answered with a smile, Bucky nodded, then Tony looked between the husband and wife, noticing how Y/n kept the blanket up to almost her neck, and Bucky’s bare chest. “Oh, Aron I think we should give them a moment.” Tony said as he pulled his brother along.  

Bucky laughed; Y/n looked at him with furrowed brows. “Your brother was so awkward.” She hit his chest softly with the back of her hand.  

“I don’t think it’s every day he sees his little sister naked with her husband.” She laughed, then the door opened and Wanda and Natasha walked in.  

“Your brothers out there blushing like a fool so do what you want with that.” Wanda laughed, the two were dressed Y/n was dressed in an off the shoulder shirt that squeezed in at the stomach then a brown skirt and a corset over the top with a floral pattern. “Tonight, for the ball you’ll be dressed in something fit for it.”  

The day was one of the most relaxing Y/n, Bucky, and anyone in the castle have had in a long time Y/n and Bucky sat in his office across from each other. “We should go for a ride.” He spoke up breaking the silence.  

“Yeah, we should, or we could do something similar to last night.” She smirked, bighting her bottom lip.  

He had a playful smirk on his lips too. “We could but I think Wanda might kill me if I ruined your clothes midday.”  

“Hmm, maybe you don’t have to ruin my clothes, maybe I could just pull down my underwear, like I am now, then I could sit on your desk, and pull your head down to my needing cunt.” She spoke as she did the actions she spoke of, Bucky licked and bit at her as he let out a wine of need then there was a knock at the door neither of them heard, the door was pushed open, Bucky looked up stopping his actions immediately, a growled ripped through his chest, when his eyes met Steve’s.  

“What?” He snapped.  

“Your sisters have arrived, were still waiting for your brothers.” Steve rushed. 

Bucky sighed, pulling Y/n off his desk, Steve turned and left the room, Y/n pulled her underwear back on. “I wasn’t aware that you had siblings.” Y/n said.  

“You were once, they’ve already met you, I’ll have to explain what happened.” He huffed as both walked out.  

“Ruth, Becca.” He smiled as he saw them, he hugged the two girls, they greeted there brother. “Where’s John?” He asked ruth.  

“Were fighting currently.” She sighed.  

James looked at her with furrowed brows. “What about? I can have you pulled you out of the arrangement it happened when mom and dad were around, I can undo-”  

He rambled Ruth cut him. “I may hate my husband but that doesn’t mean that the North does not need this alliance, now let me see your bride.” Ruth smiled at the Queen. “Y/n it’s good to see you again.” She hugged her.  

“It’s good to see you again also Ruth.” She smiled. 

Ruth brows furrowed. “Your off, what’s going on Bucky?” She turned to her brother. 

Bucky sighed wanting to forget all about what had happened. “It’s a long story, but short Y/n was kidnapped by Hydrana and they cast a spell to remove her memory and we’re working on it.”  

“Good luck.” She smiled at her.  

Rebeccah ran up and hugged her. “I’ll still show you love memories or not, Happy birthday.”  

“Thank you.” She smiled both of the girls had not noticed the man and the older girl missing.  

Bucky followed his sister. “What’s going on what is the fight about?”  

“Bucky, don’t worry about it you have more important things than your sister, for example your wife needs your help.” She told him as she continued walking in a fast pace.  

“Y/n is fine for a few minutes alone I want to check on my sister.” He urged. 

“I’m fine Bucky.” She stopped in front of the room that used to be hers before she left.  

He shook his head. “Then why don’t I believe you?” He asked.  

“I can’t control what you think.” She told him, she walked into the room and shut the door, Bucky huffed.  

Y/n walked up behind Bucky and grabbed his hand. “What’s wrong?”  

“I don’t know.” He mumbled.  

Y/n knocked softly on the door hearing a light ‘come in’, she walked in closing the door behind her. “Y/n, how can I help you?” Ruth asked.  

“Tell me what’s wrong, Bucky doesn’t need to know.” It was a silent promise not to tell her husband.  

Ruth wet a washcloth swiping at the make up on her face, a purple and blue bruise was shown on the side of her face over her right eye. “I caught John with his wore and he did this, so I’d keep quiet from his father mainly.” Y/n frowned with a nodded understanding the pain.  “You wouldn’t understand though Bucky wouldn’t hurt you like this.”  

“No, I can’t say he would but that doesn’t mean I don’t understand.” She sighed. “Bucky gave you little explanation as to what happened.”  

Ruth looked at Y/n with furrowed brows. “What do you mean?” 

“I was kidnapped by Hydranian guards and taken to Hydrana where I was married to Prince Brock, he made me forget everyone I loved, and I’m still rebuilding my memories, Brock wasn’t great either and from what I’ve gathered is I was pregnant with Bucky’s baby, but it died.”  Y/n explained to the woman.  

“I’m so sorry Y/n.” Ruth apologized.  

“It’s not your fault.” Y/n shook her head. “I’ll leave you be, but let Bucky know eventually.” And then she left.   

Y/n walked down the hallways as she did she noticed people putting up decorations Bucky came up be hind her making her jump. “How did it go?”  

“It went well, I think it is best for her to tell you herself though.” She sighed, Bucky nodded.  

Sooner than later the party was in full swing the people of nobility all wore mask that was Y/n’s main input A masquerade for her birthday , Y/n and Bucky were in their shared room, getting ready for the party, Y/n wore a blue dress with see through heels along with butterfly pins pinning her hair into place, a mask with diamonds, and lastly a tiara sat on her head. Bucky and her walked to the doors. When a wave of anxiety ran through Y/n. “What if they think I am a tarot?” She turned to her true husband.  

Bucky cupped her face with both hands. “They wont think you’re a tarot you never purposely did anything, besides I’m the king and you’re the queen, I’ve excepted you back in you’ve never have done anything that has caused anyone pain and it’s your birthday, I want you to have fun, alright.”  

Y/n nodded. “Alright.” 

The doors to the ballroom opened. “Announcing Queen Y/n and King James.” The man who announced everyone. 

The two of them walked down the steps looking gracefully, hand in hand everyone stared at them. The steps were steep as the two of them walked down to the dance floor, Y/n was scared that she’d fall down the steps eventually they met the same marble floor as the stairs. “Let us commence with a toast to my wife and the queen whose birthday we are hosting this evening.” Bucky held a glass filled with wine every one clanked their glasses together and cheered, as they cheered Y/n couldn’t help but to look for Wanda. 

While the party was going on down in the ballroom Wanda was working at her wits end to help her friend, even though the party was her idea she went on and out of her way to distract them.  

Petero walked briskly past Y/n, she left Bucky’s side and followed Wandas brother, until she got to his side. “Where is Wanda?” Y/n asked the man with light blond hair. 

“I’ve been looking for her too.” He answered her.  

Bucky walked up beside her. “What’s going on?” He looked between the man and his wife.  

Y/n looked at her husband. “We are looking for Wanda, we can’t find her anywhere, I’m worried what if Hydrana found out she’s trying to break the spell on me, and have kidnaped her.”  

Bucky put his arms around her. “I assure you she is fine, possibly roaming around the castle or the gardens.”  

After hours of the party going on, it ended though there was a spy from Hydrana and it was Jack Rollins, who had overheard Wanda breaking the spell, once he’d gotten the information, he rode off and to Hydrana.  

At the end of the party Y/n and Bucky when to their chambers, Yelena came in to help Y/n undress. “Where Wanda?” Y/n asked the woman.  

“I haven’t seen her all night.” She lied with a small shrug of the shoulder; she’d found Wanda in the library earlier. 

 After Y/n was in a nightgown Yelena left the room, Y/n sat on the plush bed across from Bucky. “I’m really getting worried for Wanda.” 

“If she doesn’t come out of hiding by tomorrow, we will send out a search for her I promise you that.” Bucky promised as he held her hand on his lap giving it a reassuring squeeze. 

Once Jack got back to the castle of Hydrana he marched into the bedroom of the king, Brock, and sat up. “The little wench is planning on breaking the spell.”  

“Which one?” Brock asked. 

“The one who she defended when you stayed in the north.” Jack explained to the naked man.  

“Fuck if she breaks the spell Y/n can tell them everything, we march tomorrow morning.” Brock said determination in his voice.  

As Y/n slept she toss and turned all night her mind flooding, her eyes snapped opened and she caught her breath, Bucky felt her whip up in a sitting position. “What’s wrong?” He asked concern evident.  

“I remember everything.”  

A Beautiful, Terrible Thing 8

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Warnings:Angst, fighting, awkwardness, jasper, let me know if i missed anything

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The castle felt colder towards Y/n more than ever, people whispered as she walked by, it also didn’t help that she felt more alone than ever, Wanda wasn’t allowed to be Y/n’s lady any longer, so now Natasha was Y/n’s head lady. “What’s wrong?” The woman with short red hair asked.

“I miss Wanda, no offense, your good at your job.” Y/n sighed looking away from her reflection.

Natasha smirked. “It’s alright I understand, she’s your only friend from The South.” Natasha finished tying the ribbon at the back of Y/n’s dress, the dress was gold and red and it was very different than the other dress’ Y/n ever wore around the castle.

Y/n walked around the guards alone that morning James furrowed his brows as he looked out the window. “What’s wrong?” Japer asked his king.

“Y/n is unhappy.” He sighed the snow flurried away past the window.

Jasper sighed. “She committed an act of treason going against her kingdom, she’s lucky we didn’t take her life, what if the south is plotting angst us, what if they are working with Hydrana?”

“Hydrana killed her parents and you want to say that she is working with them?” He asked offed at such an idea.

“It could be a cover up your highness, maybe we’ve been to kind.” Jasper concluded. “Maybe you need to be a bit harsher with her.”

James shot a glair at the man across form him the advice the man was giving wasn’t anything useful to him, he went back to looking out the window. “Thats only going to push us further apart.” James hissed at the man.

Jasper rolled his eyes as the king had his back turned. “Good day your highness.”

That night James and Y/n sat across from each other the silence felt defanging, Y/n kept her head down and looked at the food on her plate. “You know winter solstice’s first day is tomorrow?” He asked.

“Hmm.” She hummed.

“Usually, the Royals go to find a large tree for the center of the village on the first day.” He informs her.

Y/n sighed. “Is that want you want to do?”

James nodded, hoping they could hopefully reconnect again. “Yes, and I want you to go with me you’re the queen…after all.” he muttered the last part.

“Yes, I assume that should mean I should go.” Y/n said still looking anywhere but James. “Can I be excused.”

“Yes of course.” He nodded.

Y/n walked out of the dining room to the library as she walked, she found James’ advisor’s door slightly open, she looked in with furrowed brows he looked as though he was urgently writing a letter to someone. He stood from his desk and headed out of the door Y/n continued walking in the direction of the library when she heard the loud echoing scoff, of irritation, of the man she turned, her hair sweeping through the air as she did. “Sir Jasper do you have an issue?” She asked.

“I think the king is being to kind to you, incessant child, with no boundary’s you commit treason in other kingdom’s kings do worse than take their queens favorite chamber maiden away.” He hissed at her then he continued walking briskly away. Y/n sighed, there being nothing she could do about the man, she continued her walk as she entered, she found her book resting on the table where she’d left it.

Later that night, James was concerned when Y/n hadn’t come back to the bedroom, he looked in the first place she could be which was the library, he walked in and found her sprawled out asleep on the couch, he smiled seeing her at peace. James picked her up and started carrying her away to the room, he let her ladies change her into one of her sleeping gowns, Once they finished the king got into bed, he laid next to her but as he did that, she started thrashing much like she had the night before their wedding, James started shaking her awake. “It’s okay I’m here your safe.”

“No were not.”

Wanda sat against the wall of the cell she’d been placed in. “So, friends with the queen?” Petro laughed.

“So Hydranian knight, since when did you support the royals there?” She spat at her brother.

“It was that or get killed for having no family.” He told her. “You knew the laws; how did you escape your death?”

“King stark saved me I was practically raised as Y/n’s sister.” She told him.

“Fancy.” He laughed, the door lock sounded, and Wanda heard the steps of two sets of feet. “I won’t let them hurt-”

“I wouldn’t dream of hurting my best friend.” Y/n said to the man James stood behind her.

“Y/n?” Wanda stood and reached her arms through the bars to hug the queen the two women hugged.

“Wanda, I need you to do something, I know you haven’t practice magic in so long, but we need your help.” Y/n tells her.

Her brows furrowed. “With what?”

Y/n, James, Wanda, and Petro stood in what should be Y/n’s office. “I know it sounds crazy, but I need you to pull a vision form my dream to show James.”

“Y/n that’s not the type of magic I preformed when we were children, I do small things like fireworks but pulling a thought to show other people that’s unlike anything I've ever done.” The girl told Y/n.

“Can you try?” Y/n asked.

Wanda bilked at the queen a few times. “I’ll need to practice but maybe, give me a few days and we’ll, see?” Wand looked up at James, he gave her a firm nod.

“We’ve got to hide you.” The king spoke.

“They could be in here, I don’t think Wanda will let her brother do any harm, they can be in here, I clearly don’t use it and I could possibly bring you books from the library to help.” Y/n smiled.

“In here would work for now.” Wanda told her king.

“Fine we’ll bring you food and your bother can’t try anything.” James warned.

“Wouldn’t dream of it actually got to thank you your majesty for getting me out of that shit hole kingdom.” The young man said with sarcasm, but Y/n saw in his eyes that he meant it.

“Tomorrow, we start?” Y/n asked every person in the room agreed.

The door was shut between the king and queen left, Wanda locked it so no one could enter, as Y/n and James walked back to the chambers James turned to Y/n. “We’ve also got the tree thing tomorrow he reminded.

She looked up at him. “We’ll have plenty of time before I promise we’ll do it, thank you for trusting me I know what I’m doing I promise.” She told him.

In the early morning Y/n woke up and looked over at James who was asleep, she got up and walked to the library finding the books that Wanda would need, she brought a stack to her office and knocked three times. The door opened a crack and Wanda let Y/n into the room. “A little early don’t you think?” Wanda asked.

“Well, I’ve got things that I promised James I’d do today.” Y/n told her.

A few hours later James rolled over in search of his wife, but she wasn’t there, his brows furrowed, he got out of bed. When he did the door suddenly busted open, Steve came running into the room. “Wanda, and the Hydranian soldier escaped.”

James sighed. “Give me a minute to get ready.” Once he was ready in his tunicandpantspulseboots.

James went to the office, and he knocked three times, the door opened, and he let himself in. “Steve found out.” He told the three other people.

Y/n’s face dropped. “Did you tell him anything?” She hissed at her husband.

“No.” He shook his head. “Though I think we should.”

“Tell the captain of the guard that the king and queen are keeping prisoners with them and hiding them none the less.” Y/n argued.

“Y/n, you forget what power we hold, besides Steve is my best friend and he will keep this form who ever we wish.” James explains.

“What if it doesn’t work and he decides to kill them? Huh? How will I show you what horrors I see in my sleep?” Y/n asked.

“He won't promise.” He tells her.

Y/n looked to her bestride she nodded. “Fine.” She sighed. Wanda looked at Y/n with concern, James headed out to get Steve moments later both men walked into the room.

“What’s going on?” Steve asked both king and queen.

Y/n looked at both of them. “Wanda though out her life has dabbled in magic, and we need her to show James what I’m seeing what I’m seeing in my dreams.”

Steve looked at the four people and then sighed. “I won’t tell anyone but be careful of Jasper he’s been acting off recently.” Y/n looked to the floor and then back up.

Later in the day Y/n closed the door to the chambers. She was about to get ready to go into the forest with James, she turned and found Natasha there. “You may go I’m going to get myself ready today.” Natashas brows furrowed then left with a curtsy to the queen. Y/n pled on a loose white shirt and pulled on a pair of brown leather pants, and tucked the shirt into the pants then she put a corset over the shirt, and she pulled on some brown boots that went to her knee, she also pulled a black cloak over her then she pulled on gloves she walked out to the stables.

James stood in his clothes that he had pulled on earlier plus a black cloak with fur around the hood and black leather gloves, both got onto their horses then rode off into the thick woods. The husband and wife were alone as they walked with their horses, James cleared his throat. “So did you have another nightmare last night?” He asked her.

She looked at him and shook her head. “No.”

James looked at her, his eyes filled with sorrow. “Y/n I-I’m sorry for the way that I have treated you.”

Y/n’s head snapped towards him anger filled her. “I don’t want to talk about it.” She snaps her voice cores and rough.

“We’ve got to this hostility is keeping that wedge between you and I.” He explained.

“James what you’ve done to me has hurt me more than you killing me I would rather be killed than have what you did to me happen, you said you loved me but since all this Hydrana shit has happened you’ve pushed me away your castle fills colder than this snow that covers the floor beneath you and I, I agreed to this because of the kingdom they still need a queen, I’ve stayed here being quiet and being treated like shit for yourkingdom because I care I don’t think you’ll be able to make it up to me because you’ve hurt me, you act like you care about me and what I’m seeing in my sleep but I know it’s just you trying to make yourself feel better that you hurt me to make it even to say that you ‘care’ but you don’t your selfish and hell you don’t even notice how your own advisors treat me this place, the north, doesn’t feel like a home. At first maybe I did love you and you loved me but James, you’ve pushed me further away from you than just a wedge you’ve pushed me across the ocean. So please let’s just pick a tree and then go back to the castle so I can help Wanda.” She spilled her heart out to him telling him all that she felt as she turned and continued walking deeper into the woods, she wiped the tears from her cheeks as she walked deeper and away from James, he tried following her but as he went further and tried following, he couldn’t find you his heartbeat further.

Earlier, James sat in his office, Y/n was still working with Wanda, Sam and Steve walked into the room. “Your highness.” Sam bowed. “We’ve got new from our camp, and it’s not good, a group of solders got through our forces and are now lurking in the kingdom.”

Y/n stared at what is her doom they wore the thick Hydranian armor as their gloved hands gripped her arms and had her kneel on the cold snow. “What do we do with her?” A soldier asked.

The leader of the group stared at the woman knowing exactly who she was. “We take her home with us.” The man with the rough voice knew what a power move he had with her in his grasp.

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“Follow me.” Y/n said her voice quietly, Wanda walked briskly as fast as Y/n was, they entered Y/n’s chambers.

Wanda turned to her friend. “What’s going on.”

“Were leaving I-I can’t James has chan-” She was cut off the door opened, James walked in, Y/n glared at him.

“Where do you plan to leave, I am king and I have eyes and ears everywhere, you think I won’t find you, my queen.” James spoke all of this was sent Y/n’s breath was shaky. “Wanda you can leave, unless you wish to watch me fuck her into submission.”
Y/n closes her eyes then looked to Wanda. “Go.” She could tell that Wanda wanted to speak up for her as Y/n had earlier that day but Y/n did not blame her nor was, she mad, she knew how Wanda was and she would not ask for her to change, Wanda practically ran from the room. James circled Y/n like he was a lion circling his prey. “James your drunk, don’t do this.” Y/n shook her head; James came close to her she could feel her husband’s breathing on her neck, his hand lift to tangle in her hair, she grabbed his wrist. “James, I know that the man I’ve grown to love is deep in there and he wouldn’t do anything that my mother would do.” That made the king back up away from her, he sat in one of the large winged back chairs near the fireplace. Y/n took that as that she could leave the room but as she did, she ran into prince Brock. “No leave this castle you are not welcome in the North any longer all you do is tear apart perfectly good things.”

“This will start a war Queen.” He hissed.

“I don’t care.” Her voice was as strong as she could make it, the prince stormed out of the castle, and for the first time in days she could breathe fresh air again. Her chest rose and fell as she let tear’s role down her cheeks.

“Your highness?” Steve ran up to the queen.

She wiped her tears away. “War is coming.” She told the captain; all he could do was nod, Y/n walked back into the chambers finding James in the same place he had been when she left. “I sent Brock back to Hydrana.”

“A war is going to start.” He said his voice shaky.

“Aye, but we’ll get through it.” She said honestly.

He huffed a laugh. “I’ve been an imbecilic the past few days I hurt you because my feelings got in the way of me thinking.”

“As much as I do want to accept your apology, James I’m going to need a little time before I go right in and am alright with this, we were both being harsh towards one another, but that doesn’t make it an excuse for you to do that.” She was blunt but as most things that is how she could be at times.

James looked at her and gave her a firm nod. “I understand.” He bowed his head to look at the ground.

Days went on with James and Y/n having distance put in between the both of them but with Brock gone it seemed to get better between both of them the mountains which once was between them shrunk into hills. James was still busy making sure that Hydrana did not attack the Kingdome. But one day a young messenger wearing the bright yellow and red of the south they were let in as he was let in James walked to the entrance. “What are you doing so far way form home?” James asked the young-looking boy.

“I have a letter I need to give directly to Queen Y/n.” The boy said to the king.

James’s brows furrowed. “Alright?” He led the boy to the library where the Queen had been spending most of her time, James opened the door Y/n laid out on the sofa reading a book. “Y/n, A messenger form the south has a letter for you.”

She sat up the boy came in and gave her the letter, she opened the envelope with the seal of her brother she looked at the letter.

To My Dear Sister

I regret to inform you that our mother and father were brutally killed in their sleep I know this will take a few days to get to you by the time you receive this I have been coronated King, there was a letter by their bed side we know the culprit, I want you to tell your husband this and that I am declaring war on the Kingdom of Hydrana, I’m going to need to help and I am starting with yours knowing that we are allies through marriage, I need you now more than ever, I want to reassure you that Aron is fine and well just sad, I want to come and see you soon, but I’m afraid this war will tear apart kingdoms and bring them together.

-Tony

Tears burned at her eyes as she read the letter, James looked at her with concerned and he walked up to her putting a comforting arm around her, “What happened?” He whispered in her ear; she handed the letter to the king.

She straightened herself up and straitened up, and walked up to the boy, Peter. “Thank you, Peter for coming all this way.”

“Queen Y/n, I’m sorry for your loss, I wish I could help you.” He frowned.

“Peter, just tell my brother that he can come to the north any time.” She told him. He bowed then took his leave, James walked up behind her, she shook her head James could tell that she was sad, even though they were shitty parents they were still the people who brought her into this world. “I want to be a lone for a little while.”

James nodded respecting her wishes and left her to be alone, James walked through the halls once he passed Wanda, he stopped her. “You should go be with Y/n, she said she wanted to be alone but I think she needs her friend.” James told the young woman.

She nodded and walked into the library Y/n looked up at the young woman, Y/n’s e/c eyes were red from tears. “What happened?” Wandas voice was soft and comforting like a warm blanket wrapped around a cold child.

“My parents were murdered.” Y/n cried harder; Wanda sat down beside her holding her hands in comfort.

Y/n was depressed over the situation for days James was concerned for her at night he’d come into the room late at night, and he’d find Y/n awake, her eyes always puffy and red, he got into bed with her, late in the night Y/n woke up because of a night mare it was similar to the one she had the night before the wedding, she got out of bed and walked out to the balcony, and watched the snow blow past her, as she looked over at the village of the Kingdome below the cold air of the north made he fingers turned red she shivered. “You’re going to get frost bight.” James spoke from behind her, she turned.

“It’s my fault.” Her voice was raspy, James looked at her in confusion. “The war that’s going to happen and my parent’s death, because of a damn rejection.”

James shook his head. “Don’t but this all on you, Y/n, He was splitting us apart and were stronger side by side.” A single tear rolled down Y/n’s cheek, the moon shining in her eyes, the stars sat in the dark sky, James pulled her into his chest giving his wife comfort and support.

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Y/n laid in bed for days after, James felt horrible about her pain that he would cause. “Y/n, King James has requested your presents for breakfast.” Natasha told Y/n.

“Not today.” Y/n said, yes, she had forgiven him, but she was into much pain to even stand on her own, and she did not want to look a fool walking around her new home. Natasha nodded leaving to tell the king.

James stood on the balcony of his office, looking out at his Kingdom, the doors opened, and instead of his wife it was the redhaired hand maiden, and he knew the answer to his request. “Thank you, Natasha.”

Y/n stayed where she had been when Natasha entered minutes ago, the doors opened at she assumes it was James, grabbing papers that he forgot or to check on her. “What are you doing?” Her mother. “A good wife would do as her husband pleases, James wanted to have breakfast with you, so you should as a good wife have breakfast with your husband as requested.”

“No, I-I cannot mother, I will look like fool.” Y/n denied her mother’s wishes.

Y/n could feel the other woman’s glare on her body. “No, you will show just how strong your husband is.” The older Queen gripped the younger Queens hair in her fist forcefully pulling her out of the bed. “Now if I have to, I will get you dressed myself.” Her mother pulled clothing out of the closet Y/n not paying any mind to what her mother was doing, she sat on the floor naked. Y/n groaned in pain as her mother had her stand up; the older woman placed her daughter’s hands on the bed post so that the girls back was facing her, the older queen put a corset on her, the older woman started to pull on the strings.

“You’re making it-”

Her mother cut her off. “Shut your wining Y/n honestly you’re now the Queen of a country.” After the corset was tightened to the older Queens approval, her mother pulled a golden long sleeve dress over her head, then pulled the strings on that. The older Queen brushed the girl’s hair letting it flow, then placed makeup on the womans face. “Go to your husbands office and tell him you be glad to have breakfast with him.”

Y/ns steps were slow and small, as she walked, every step filled with pain. Once she got to the doors of the office she knocked, she heard a muffled ‘come in’ form the other side, she pulled open one of the doors, James looked up. “James, I wanted to tell you that I’d be-”

He cut her off. “Y/n, you look as though you’re in saver pain, I won’t make you have breakfast with me if your hurt.” Tears gathered in the young woman’s eyes, James stood and rushed to hug her. “Come on let’s go to our cambers.” James led Y/n back to their rooms, James cut the ribbon that kept her dress on with a knife, then he did the same with the corset he found the night gown she had been wearing earlier he pulled it over her body, then he laid her on the bed. “Why would you do this?”

“You want the truth?” Y/n asked, the King nodded. “My mother heard about my refusal and came to talk to me.”

James’ jaw clenched. “I will have a word with her, she broke what I asked of her.” James combed his fingers through his wife’s hair in comfort for her.

She looked him in the eyes. “I want you to know I’m not mad at you, I don’t want to punish you, it’s just I’m in far too much pain to move I know you didn’t mean to hurt me.”

“Y/n, you don’t need to apologies to me.” He told her. “I’m going to leave you the guard posted at the door will know not to let anyone bother you, I want you to rest until you feel better.”

“Thank you.” Y/n then hesitated. “I love you.”

“I love you two my moon stars.” He kissed her head, before leaving.

He walked out, the turned to the guard. “I don’t want anyone other than her lady’s going in that room.”

“Yes sir.” The guard said.

James walked way, to his office, James turned to the guard positioned at the door. “Get me Queen Maria.” The knight nodded; the door opened munts later.

The Queen of the south glided in as if she were the queen of the North. “Your highness.” She bowed with regalness.

“I want you your husband and the prince’s to go home to the south I am sick to hear the disrespect you have given my wife; I don’t want to see your face here unless of emergency.” James told the Queen she looked at him as though it was unfair.

“Your wife is my daughter.” She spat at him.

James eyes blew wide at the audacity of the Queen. “You sure as hell didn’t treat her as so, now I want you all packed by the end of the day and all four of you on your marry way, now I have my wife who need’s tending too.” He stood and walked out of the office, and went to his chambers.

Y/n woke hours later to find James’ blue eyes staring down at her, his soft colored lips pressed in a grin, the soft morning light showed the princess had slept the past day away, the soft curtains blew in the wind as snow found its way sprinkling in, the soft fur of the blankets, keeping both of them warm from frostbite. The laid looking into each other’s eyes. Warmth in golfed both king and queen as their lips met in a soft and sweet kiss. Y/n pulled away and James looked at her in confusion. “Did I actually sleep for an entire day?”

“Aye you did my love, I do want you to know that I sent your family back to the South.” He told his queen. “Your mother was stressing us out.”

“Thank you, I feel a lot better now.” Y/n told him honestly. “I think that the day of sleep did help.”

“Do you want to go for a ride, to get fresh air?” James’s voice was hope full.

“Give me a little bit, I need to eat my sun and stars.” Y/n replied to him she cupped his cheek, going closer to him and kissing him.

“Taking my nick name now, are you?” He smirked after pulling away from her, she smirked and nodded. “I’ll go get breakfast.” He briskly walked out of the room. Y/n laughed to herself at how James could be at times, going from serious to a goof ball. She sat up her face squished up in pained, the door opened right after, Wanda came in and she saw Y/n.

“Are you alright?” Wanda rushed over to the Queen; Y/n just nodded, as she swung her legs over the edge of the bed, and she stood up on wobbly legs she was about to fall Wanda caught her. James came waltzing back into the room, finding Wanda holding Y/n. “Y/n was about to fall, so I caught her.” Wanda explained in a panic.

James walked over to the both of them, he took Y/n into his arms and carried her to a chair. “Maybe no riding today?”

Y/n frowned at him. “Sorry, I really wanted to.” She apologized.

James looked down at her, he shook his head. “No, you don’t have to apologize to me.”

After a few more days of rest Y/n felt better, she and James walked around the castle gardens, the snow covered all the what would be flowers, as they walked a messenger boy came up to the king. “Your majesties.” The boy bowed too both of them. “There’s a letter here for you its urgent from the kingdom of Hydrana.”

Y/n looked at her husband, she heard of the kingdom it was horrible from what she could tell form the stories she heard in the past about, also the war ten years ago did not help she had barely remembered what it was like when her father and brother were sent to the front lines the boy handed the King the letter, James read it his calm donor deteriorated, as he read it. He let out a huff of air the cold hair showing his breath as he did so, Y/n looked at him. “The prince of Hydrana is going to come for a visit, next week.” Y/n looked at him with a sparkle of concern in her eyes. “Don’t worry I won’t let him do anything.”

“You should go write him back.” Y/n told him, knowing a courteous man would reply sooner than later. James kissed her, then he walked into the castle, Wanda met up with Y/n in the middle of the garden. The two of them continued to walk around, having small talk.

The week after came, and a large black carriage from the docks came up to the castle, Y/n and James stood Infront of the castle, as it pulled into the courtyard, guards wearing the symbol of their country, with a skull and octopus tentacles coming out from under it, a man with short dark hair and scruff, got out. “Prince Brock.” James greeted him.

“King James.” Brock bowed, then he looked at Y/n. “Princess Sop-”

James cut off the man. “Queen Y/n.” James corrected.

“Sorry, Queen Y/n, my apologies on missing the wedding.” Brock apologized.

James’ demeanor seemed different more on edge than normal. “Yes, no worries, I’ll have my captain of the guard escort you to your rooms while you visit.”

All of the royals walked back into the castle, Steve walked up and led the prince to the room that he would be sleeping in. James steps were face paced leaving Y/n behind, her lips pierced her husband had been distant since the letter. James had reached their chambers before she could, he stood looking impatient Y/n walked into the room James looked up from his head looking to the ground. “The fucking disrespect that bastard was showing in our home.”

Y/n walked up behind James. “Relax, I understand that you hate him, but we still have to be respectful to visitors in our home.” James glared at her; this is the first time he is ever looked at her in what she could describe as anger. “James were not going to let him, divide us.”  Y/n put her hand on his shoulder to comfort him. James looked at her, he took a deep inhale of air, he was keeping to himself his thoughts loud and words were sealed. “What’s wrong?” She stood up and squeezed his hands, he quickly pulled them away and stormed out.

That night was the first night, since Y/n arrived, that James missed a meal with her there especially, Y/n and Brock sat across from each other. “I apologize that my husband couldn’t-”

Brock cut Y/n off with a scoff. “Didn’t they teach you anything in the south at least?” Y/n’s brows furrowed. “Not to speak unless spoken to?”
Y/n looked at him. “Is that what they taught you back in Hydrana? In the south yes, we are stricter than the Northen.” Y/n noted.

“In Hydrana we teach women that they shouldn’t speak unless spoken to.” Brock hissed.

“Well, you’re in the North.” Y/n said standing up, leaving the room.

Y/n headed to her chambers, hoping James would be in there once she arrived, he was not there the door opened behind hind her she turned around Wanda walked in. “Who are you looking for?”

“James.” Y/n told her friend.

“Well from what I know is he has been cooped up in his office cooped up all day.” Wanda said apologetically, as she started to loosen the string of the dress to get Y/n ready for bed.

Y/n huffed. “It’s almost like Hydrana sent Prince Brock to start a war, or something.”

Wandas brows furrowed. “What happened at dinner?”

“He was acting like my mother.” Y/n told her with an eyeroll.

Wanda nodded. “I’m going to assume you want to be alone now.” Y/n nodded.

James sat in his office across form Steve. “Why would Hydrana send Brock, while the peace treaty is already hanging on loose rope.” James asked.

Steve scratched the back of his blond hair. “I can’t tell you Buck, there just trying to put a wedged in between.”

James huffed. “Maybe he’s here, to drive I and Y/n apart, I mean he was a suitor for her and he seemed to be verry interested in her.” Steve nodded as to agree with him.

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James woke up only once he felt Y/n’s hand slap his chest, he looked to her it looked as though she was crying. “Y/n.” He shook her to wake up. She shot up out of bed, her chest heaving up and down rapidly.

“James.” She leaned into his body, the first intimate touches she ever gave him, she leaned on him for strength and comfort in a moment of hurt. “E-everything was on fire, tone and burnt.” She cried.

“My moon and stars, I will never let anything like that happen to you nor our Kingdome.” He promised.

“It all seemed so real.” She still sobbed. James laid down, pulling her close to him, pulling the fur blankets over their bodies, calming her down, once he made sure she was a sleep was when he allowed himself sleep.

Y/n awoke fining James nowhere in sight, Wanda came in along with her other ladies in waiting, she had become close to one specifically form the North, Natalia, but she prefers to be called Natasha. “Today is the day.” Wanda said to the princess. It all felt hazy that morning, Wanda was concerned. “What’s wrong?”

“I had the worst night mare last night.” Was all the Princess said, Wanda asked if Y/n wanted to talk about it, but the princess replied with a short no. The women helped the Princess into her wedding dress, it was a ballgown shaped dress all white, and off the shoulders, like always it was accustomed in the northern lands to wear a cloak of fur for this day unlike others it was a white cloak, atiara was placed on her head, her hair done in curls with two braids and golden chains hanging.

“The coronation will take place before the wedding.” Natash informed the princess. “Thats how we do it in the North.”

Then a knock came at the doors, Wanda walked over to answer. “The Princess’ wolf, Snow, is here.” The wolf ran through the door up to Y/n Snow started to rub against her owner, sensing something wrong with its owner.

Y/n’s hand ran through the wolfs fur. “Are you ready, Princess?” Natasha asked, Y/n only nodded.

James waited at the end of the throne room; the music of the South started to play, Y/n ascended the stairs looking gorges as ever, Snow walked beside her, Y/n walked with a sense of confidence, but James could see the unease in her eyes, as she got closer the song melted into the one of the North Y/n approached the King, kneeling in front of him, head bowed. “I James Buchanan Barnes have invited you here today, to witness the coronation of my fiancé Y/n Amara Stark of the South, and for the joyous wedding, Y/n, do you take the Northen lands as your own promise to protect and defend them against all odds, even against your home lands if needed, do you promise to love the lands and their people.”

“I do.” She nodded.

“And do you except the crown of the North as your own, and agree to be my Queen as we marry?”

“I do.”

“Y/n Amara Stark now of the North, I take you as my Queen.” The priest removed her tiara she wore placing it on a pillow, then James placed the Queens crown on her head.

Y/n stood beside James; the crowd applauded. Once they silenced again, the priest spoke to both. “James Y/n, do you both as King and Queen agree to love each other more than anything in all of the universe.”

James looked down at the woman beside him. “Yes.”

Y/n looked at the priest, her face not showing emotions like always. “Yes.”

“James, do you vow to take this woman in sickness and in heath, to love and honor in all that you do?” The priest said again.

“I do.” James answers were all serious, as was Y/n’s.

The priest turned to Y/n. “Y/n, do you vow to take this man in sickness and in health, to love honor and obey in all that you do.”

Y/n looked to James. “I Promise to love and honor but I will not obey like some child.” James smirked.

The priest nodded seeing that the king was fine with what the princess said. “I now pronounce you husband and wife; you may kiss the bride.”

The ballroom was full with people, James, and Y/n, sat at a large table, gest brought gifts up to both Y/n, and James. Something caught, Y/n’s attention. “Who’s over there flirting a storm with Captain Steven.”

“Her names Peggy, she’s a lady of the old Kingdome, they always get together on occasions like this.” James noted to Y/n.

“Hmm, I like the two of them together, I’m glad he has someone to what is it?” Y/n asked not being able to think of the word.

“Woo?” James helped.

“Not exactly, but yes.” Y/n nodded.

James looked at Y/n. “You’ve seemed so sad since last night, are you sure you’re alright.”

Y/n sighed. “I don’t know, it felt real, like it was happening while we slept last night.”

Peggy walked up with a gift in her hands placing Infront of both Y/n and James. “King James Queen Y/n, I hope you except my gift.” She spoke.

“Aye we do.” Y/n said to her.

“And I’d like for you, both to except my request to stay in the North lands.” Peggy’s head was bowed.

“Lift your head.” Y/n spoke to her, Peggys brown eyes met Y/e/c ones. “Of course, we do.”

Peggy’s dark red lips smiled. “Thank you.”

“May I have a dance with my Queen?” James asked, Y/n stood, giving him a look as if to ask, what are you waiting for? James smirked standing alongside her, he led her to the dance floor. He pulled her into him, both he and she glided across the floors. It was a Northern dance; he was one for prosperity and growth. The night went on it was a night of Dancing laughing, and fun, until the end, when they knew it was time to consummate.

Sophai was talking with King Thor, from the Kingdome of Asgard, hidden in the mountains across the ocean, James walked up behind her. “Y/n.” The Queen jumped having not realize that the King would come behind her. “My Moon and Stars it is time we head to our chambers.” He wisped.

“You must excuse me for the night King Thor, though I would love to talk to you again.” Y/n smiled.

“As would I.” Thor said to the Queen.

James led her out of the ball room. “You and Thor seem to get along.”

Y/n nodded. “Aye we do, did you know he’s named after a God from the Noris mythology.”

“Yes, I did, and his king domes name comes from the same myths, some say he was chosen by their gods, I think that he’s just glorified.” James scoffed.

“What gods do you worship?” Y/n asked, her and him never having a conversation about religion before.

“I believe in the old seven gods, but I will not force my religiose beliefs on you.” His word truthful. “What do you believe?”

“I don’t know to be honest; I think that there could be something out there, or we’re alone and just living until we die.” Y/n spoke honestly.

“Hmm, that’s a new one.” James said. The doors were in front of them, Y/n took a hesitant breath. “I want to warn you, the North has a long-standing tradition we follow, I wish I could change it but I cannot, it was a law made forever ago because of a lie, but there is going to be a sheet.”

Y/n’s brows furrowed. “What do you mean?”

“Lords of the court, two of them.” Was all he said, then he opened the door, and you saw two men from the royal court in the room, they both bowed. James led Y/n behind the curtain.

“Why do they have to be here what lie?” Y/n asked.

James sighed. “My ancestors lied about laying with each other on the wedding night, it wasn’t until they were older that they had a child.” James undid the back of her dress, letting it fall to the floor, he tore open her under clothes, the fell to the ground. James laide her onto the bed so that her stomach was on the soft furs of the bed, her breath hitched as he slid into her. “This might hurt but it won’t last long.” It was like when a sword was put back into its scabbard. She grunted as he bottomed out in her, he pulled out slowly this was a continues back and forth in and out, his skin slapped against her as he sped up, tears gathering in Y/n’s eyes, he had worn her about the pain, but it lasted it was not as he promised. She wined, James’ grip on her hips, was sturdy, as he continued, she bit down on the mattress, but then she was flipped around James looked at her in her Y/e/c eyes. The coil in her stomach tightened, then snapped, James’s seed filled her, they sounded like mulling animals, James pulled out from her, walking toward the men, Y/n sobbed in pain in the background.

“It is done you can leave now.” James hissed at the men.

“We will leave if you follow the rules after.” One spoke up.

James nodded. “Yes, now leave.” The door shut behind hind the old croons, James tore down the sheet, Y/n’s face was red and wet, from her tears, her sobs hurt his heart. “Fuck their rules.” James said to himself, he grabbed a wet rag to wipe her inner thigh the rag was stained in red afterward. “Y/n, I’m going to have to move you.” He warned her, he picked her up and laid her on two chairs, as a make shift bed, James walked to the door. “I need lady’s Natasha and Wanda.” He told the guard, one of them left their post, to get the women. “Tell them to walk in.” Then the king shut the door. He walked to a closet, pulling out a fur blanket for the Queen, to cover her body, James kneeled by her side. “I’m sorry, I couldn’t have known that it would be that bad.” James apologized, Y/n sniffled, nodded to excepted his apology. The door opened both women he asked for came in. “I need one of you to change the linens, and for Wanda preferably, I need you to help Y/n dress.” Both women got to their respective jobs. Wanda dressed the nowQueen in a night gown, the bedding was changed, and James moved Y/n to her side of the bed. 
“Your grace, I need a word with you.” Wanda whispered; James followed the woman out of the room. “What the bloody hell did you do to her.” Wanda shoved a hand at the door.

“I did what I had to; we didn’t have a choice.” James told Wanda.

Wanda looked at him in disgust. “What do you mean no choice you had, you raped her?”

“No, I did not, in the north there is a law royals have to follow to make sure the marriage is consummated.” James told her not going into detail. “Now if you excuse me, I have to get back to my wife.

A Beautiful, Terrible Thing 2

A/N:Here is the second part to this series, I hope you all like it, and as alwaysFeedback is always appreciated if you want to be Tagged, either send an ask or comment on this or click on Taglist open.

Wordcount:2,315

Warnings:Abusive parents, aslo distant parents and angst, Bucky trying to get close, and Reader being distant.

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Y/n had been living there for two weeks, and now she was being dressed for the day in riding clothes she had been confused as to why it looked like men’s riding clothes in a way but meant for a small built woman like herself, starting with leather pants and leather boots and a deep brown shirt a fur cloak was put over it, her hair was put into a braid she headed out to the stable.

Wanda walked in step with you. “So, it seems you and the King get along.”

“Surprisingly.” Y/n added. “I’m glad he let me keep you here with me.”

“Why did he send the others away?” Wana questioned, having never got an answer.

“Y/n looked her in the eyes. “He wanted me to lean the ways of the North.” She said truthfully. Wanda nodded understanding now why they were not here. “Wanda you can go now.” Y/n told her.

She approached the stables seeing James, Wanda turned away from her heading back into the castle, yes Y/n was thankful that the man to be her husband, sooner than later, let her keep her friend in the north yet she was still indifferent toward the man she shares a bed with. She walked up to him face like stone unchanging, he turned to her. “Why are you in your riding clothes?” He asked brows furrowed.

“Because all you said to my ladies was have her ready to go to the stables, and here I am ready for the stable.” Her irritation was clear.

“Oh well, seems that we can do this in riding clothes, come follow me.” He led her away. “We’re going to my other stable where we raise the wolfs, when your coronated queen your wolf will walk beside you as you go down the aisle.”

He led her to a grope of wolf pups, a pure white one ran up to you rubbing on your legs. “I think I’ve been claimed.” Y/n smirked.

“Aye, so it seems.” He bent down to pet her. “It’s time you meet mine, Night.” He called out; a large black wolf came out of a stall. “Usually wolfs sleep in the king and queens’ chambers, but since yours isn’t grown yet we will wait.”

Over the weeks as the wolf grew, Y/n and Snow, the wolf, grew closer to each other the wolf became a protector of the princess, and it followed her around the castle where ever she went, the wedding was days away, and guest started arriving.

James and Y/n stood out in the court yard, as the carriages from the south came to a stop foot away from them, Snow and Moon sat at their sides, her family got out of both, Tony walked up to the girl. “Y/n.” He smiled missing his sister.

“Tony.” She was still angry that she was hated and lied to all her life because of her parents’ mistakes.

Then little Aron ran up to his older sister hugging her at the waist she smiled down at him genuinely. James looked at his soon-to-be Queen with a bright smile never seeing hers before this day. “I’ve missed you; I wish you were still there to teach me archery, it’s not as fun without our banter.”

“I miss it too; I miss feeling the arow between my fingers and pulling ba-” She was cut off by her mother.

“Y/n don’t be silly you’ve never done such a thing.” The older woman hissed at her only daughter; Snow tensed by her side growling at the Queen.

“You’ve done archery?” James asked. “How come you’ve never told me this?”

“No, she has not King James.” Her mother rushed. “I thank thee for inviting us to your kingdom.”

“The pleasure is ours; I’ll see to it that you all will get to your chambers.” James told the family as all of them headed inside.

“King James.” Blue eyes meat green. “I would like to speak to my daughter alone in her chambers before I am shown to mine.”

James looked to you; you gave him a nod in agreement. “She’ll lead the way to our chambers.” The ‘our’ was emphasized, the Queen grunted, as her daughter led her away. To the room.

Once the doors were closed and the wolf was made sure to be with the King before the Queen would speak. “Have you ruined our family name, embarrass us Infront of a King like James.”

“Mother I am not stupid as you think.” Y/n stood up for herself. “At least I am not like you and whoring my way through a city until I get pregnant.”

“You Stupid Child!” She yelled, smacking her daughter on both cheeks, the young girls lip blead. “How do you even know about that?”

“I am not stupid, Aron doesn’t look like father, and Anthony looks nothing like you.” Y/n lied to save Tony’s arse.

Her mother's nostrils flared. “I am not a whore, you’re the whore you sleep with a man every night.” 
“A man I am marring it’s an accustom in the north.” Y/n spat at her mother.

“Your father will deal with you, you little rat.” Her mother said disgust lacing her words, then the older woman left, Y/n sat on the bed rubbing her cheek tears stung in her eyes, the door opened Y/n saw James in the corner of her eye.

“That went grea-” His good mood was cut short. “Y/n, are you alight?”

She cleared her through. “Yes.”

He looked at her to see her lip bleeding. “What happened?” He questioned whipping it away with his thumb.

“I promise it’s nothing.” She hurried out.

James gave her an unconvinced look. “Y/n you’re going to have to let me into your walls eventually.”

“You want to know what’d behind the walls of the southern lands castle, I’m the only child than is legitimate of the southern Kingdome.” Y/n admitted. “Yet I am the most hated by my parents, my mother hits and neglects me, my father soon will get his hands on me and always had ignored me.”

“I won’t let it happen again so long as you’re here with me, no one will hurt you.” He promised.

“Don’t you see I’ve already have been hurt in thetas lands.” Y/n told him.

James pulled her into him. “Thats because before I saw the light of what they’ve done.”

Dinner that night was tense, with Y/n and James siting at the head, though her father, looked angry, usually both Kings visiting or not would sit at the head of the table. James was tense and angry at the fact that her family could hurt and hate an innocent girl. “So what day are you planning the wedding to be on, I hope we didn’t come for nothing.” Y/n’s mother spoke.

“Yes, we have a date set for the end of the week, you thought that we would invite you for no reason?” James asked in defense.

“No King James, I am sorry for the miss understanding.” The Queen apologized.

Y/n cleared he throat, then lean into James. “Can I be excused?” Y/n asked him in a hushed whispered James nodded with a soft smile, Y/n stood up and walked to the doors of dining room and left.

Queen Maria stood up to follow, but James motioned for her to stay. “I actually want to talk to all of you, except for Prince Aron.” Aron stood and left the dining hall.

“Well King James why did you want to talk to the three of us?” The Future King of the South spoke first.

“I want to talk about Y/n.” James said to them.

The Queen of the south scoffed. “What has she done now?”

“Nothing, it’s what you’ve done, you struck her in our chambers also you’ve neglected her, and I think that it is unfair she from my understanding and what I’ve heard she has never had said anything bad to say about the South, she up until earlier today has kept me out of how she felt, thinks, and anything important that I should know as her soon to be husband.” He noted to them.

“What do you mean?” Tony the man who was younger than he.

“It concerns me when I hear that someone, I care about someone I care about has been hurt physically or mentally.” James told him. “I won’t tell any kingdom what I found out in our private chambers, but I don’t ever want her alone with either of you two.” He said to the parents.

“King James, that is-” The older King started.

“Lord Howard I won’t hear of it you ignored your daughter; we are done here.” James stood and left the dining hall.

Tony followed the king. “Can I have a word with my sister alone.”

“Y/n doesn’t want to be alone with any of your family besides maybe Aron.” James told the future king.

“You can talk to her with me there, I want to make sure she is as comfortable as possible in her new home I don’t want her to be uncomfortable.” James said as they approached the doors. 
“I just want to talk to her.” Tony sighed.

James pushed opened the doors to the chambers. “Your more than welcome to.”

Y/n looked to the door from her desk, she would usually say a welcome to him, but she stayed silent, at the sight of Tony. “You know you can’t ignore me forever.” Tony spoke to her, they both huffed. “Listen, I know your mad-”

“Mad, that’s an understatement, Ton, I’m furious, how could you all lie to me.” Y/n continued ranting to her brother. “And then there’s the fact that you never really defended m-”

“There’s not much I could do.” Tony’s voice became more aggressive.

James stood protectively Infront of her. “Tony, I think it would be best if you, leave.”

“She is not your wife yet, but she is my-”

James cut the man off. “No leave she will be queen of my kingdom and I won’t let you her brother disrespect her.” Tony huffed, walking out of the chambers, knowing that it was a fight that was not winnable. “Are you alright?”

Y/n nodded. “He thinks that it should be easy to get over finding out that your brothers aren’t rely your brothers.”

James rubbed a hand up and down your shoulders. “Tomorrow should go by smoothly, my siblings are coming.” Y/n looked at him in confusion never hearing anything about his siblings before. “Come on let’s get to bed.”

The next morning was like the last, she was dressed in North colors, a deep Blue dress a rose colored cloak, her hair had been put into and interact style. James met her at the doors of their chambers. He led her to the court yard. There were three carriages out there, James looked at you. “Don’t worry.” He whispered in her ear.

A woman got out of the first carriage, her eyes matched that of the king, an older woman got out behind her. “Announcing Princess Rebeccah and Duchess Ramona.”

The younger girl ran up to the king. “Bucky!” She cried out tears formed in her eyes, there arms wrapped around each other.

“Becca.” James smiled.

“And is this the Princess of the South, Bucky your lucky, I don’t know why her family would trade her off to your ugly mug.” Rebeccah laughed at the man.

“Y/n, Rebeccah, Rebeccah, Y/n.” James introduced.

“Now announcing Prince Thomas and his wife Lady Saraha.” A young man with light green eyes, and chestnut brown hair like his other two siblings came out he carried himself unlike James it felt light and airy in away his stance did, James was like a solider always waiting for a battle.

“Brother grate to see your face, I have been helping out in the Eastern king domes. As best as I can.” Thomas said speaking of his wife, the lady of the East who looked like young stuck up princess.

James rolled his eyes at his sister in-laws scoff. “It too cold here.” She whined.

“Lady Saraha I am from the south the warmest Kingdome of all, and I have not once in the weeks that I have been here complained about the cold.” Y/n argued with the Lady.

“You’re the Starks girl.” Saraha smirked. “Your brother came to our Kingdome, a few months ago.”

Y/n knew where she was going with what she was saying, her brother was quite the lover. “Announcing, Princess Ruthe.” A woman with auburn hair and blue eyes. “And Her husband Lord John.”

James despised his younger sister’s husband, he was a disrespectful man, that’s why James treated woman the way he did, she had been married to him since before their mother and father died. “Ruthe.” James smiled, going in to hug her.

“Brother.” Her smile was bright. “I must congratulate you for your marriage.” She turned to Y/n and smiled. “And your Y/n Stark princess of the South how great it is to meet you I must say I don’t understand how your brothers get more enlightened than you, for your clearly to any idiot or not the best looking of the three, no offence to little Aron.”

“Thank you Pri-”

The Woman cut Y/n off. “You’re the princess, soon to be Queen of my home land, you can call me lady.” She bowed to Y/n.

“Thank you but I insist it is still your la-.” Y/n was cut off again, but this time by the blond Lord.

“Aye it is still my wife’s lands, and she still is a princess.” The man almost snapped at Y/n; James glared at him.

“I invite you all for dinner tonight, Y/n’s family will be dining with us.” James told the all of them, Y/n could see the excitement behind the King’s eyes.