#camtxt
oh boy the quality is TERRIBLE on mobile im sorry BDKSKSDK I’ll edit it on desktop bc ew
merry xmas babes
just wanted to thank ppl who still like/RB my stuff even tho I’m not rlly active anymore y’all are the true mvps
hiii, i just wanna say sry for not answering asks and wcifs, life’s currently kicking me in my butt, and shit’s awful. i just wanna say ty for alle the support i still get, and the wonderful asks i get from time to time. just wanna let you know that i read them, and i appreciate them sm, i just have a hard time answering them currently, especially if it has anything to do with sims (haven’t touched my pc for like over half a year i feel like). hope you guys are doing okay, and i love you sm.
- cam
turned the bad energy into this, which i’m quite proud of
also ty so so much for the love and support on my last posts. i always kinda feel like an attention seeker when i talk about my problems, especially here on tumblr. it has just been an outlet for me for years, since i can write freely and not worry about people i know seeing it. and getting objective “opinions” on my situation is comforting if that makes sense.
also i’ll make a ‘hiatus’ or ‘i quit simblr’ post soon that i’ll pin. idk if i’m done with sims and simblr, but i don’t plan on picking it up anytime soon, so yea. i still lurk quite a lot, and post from time to time, it’s nice to have a following, and to know that what you post reach people, and yee idk lol. i’ll get to answer and respond to you guys when i feel a little more up to it, it’s just very hard for me currently, i hope you understand
lots of love - cam
i hate it when you meet sm1 really flippin cute and amazing, but you’re f’ed up mentally and end up isolating yourself for 2 months, then to come back to them with the same feelings and interest, just for the person to only answer every other day, because they probably forgot about you and what you had together, and has moved on and doesn’t want anything to do with you anymore, but doesn’t wanna just cut you off because they’re a decent human being, but you’re too scared to say “i miss you, i want to be in more contact with you”, because they probably don’t feel the same way, and that just makes you hate yourself even more :’’’’)
remember this? just asked him what’s going on with us/him, and apparently he has a girlfriend, which he got together with whilst we weren’t really texting. which is like fine, but i just wish i hadn’t held on to the hope of us getting together for so long.
me: likes cc everyday, and keeps up with my simblr dash
also: *hasn’t opened the game in like half a year*
that moment when dating apps where meant for one to get better at liking oneself, by recieving compliments from objective strangers, but they just end up worsening ones body dysmorphia by saying that ones deepest insecurities aren’t actually made up insecurities, but real things people also see and think about oneself :’’’’’)
just had my first bad trade on nookazon, yay
i hate it when you meet sm1 really flippin cute and amazing, but you’re f’ed up mentally and end up isolating yourself for 2 months, then to come back to them with the same feelings and interest, just for the person to only answer every other day, because they probably forgot about you and what you had together, and has moved on and doesn’t want anything to do with you anymore, but doesn’t wanna just cut you off because they’re a decent human being, but you’re too scared to say “i miss you, i want to be in more contact with you”, because they probably don’t feel the same way, and that just makes you hate yourself even more :’’’’)
i don’t need to touch grass. i need to touch obi-wan kenobi’s chest hair.
