#connor the vamps

There was a lot of things Connor expected to happen to him during a meet and greet, the main thing being meeting the most amazing bunch of people he could imagine. Even though he might have never met the people before he felt a strong urge of love to every single fan who was not only standing in front of him but supported The Vamps and basically made his and his three best friends’ dreams come true. 

Connor never in a million years thought he would fall in love at a meet and greet but the first time he saw Y/N he was at a loss for words. She was breathtakingly beautiful and stood out from the rest of the girls Connor was surrounded by. Connor couldn’t place it right there and then but he knew there was something different about Y/N. 

It was Brad who snapped him out of his daze and brought him back to the real world but there was only one thing Connor could focus on; the fact there was only two other girls separating him and the girl of his dreams. 

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 It had been two years since the meet and greet where Connor and Y/N had met for the first time but Connor could remember it like it was yesterday. It was where everything started for him and Y/N, without that day they wouldn’t have ever met, which scared Connor to think about. He couldn’t imagine his life now without Y/N. 

There was only one problem with their relationship… Well, there was a couple but they all came back to the one thing… The distance. Y/N lived in Australia whereas Connor was always somewhere else in the world. It was hard for both of them to keep up with time zones and not seeing each other for months on end and it was starting to put a strain on the relationship. 

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“Do you remember when we first met?” Y/N smiled down the phone, it was early morning for her and she was getting ready for a day at school whereas the day in the UK, where Connor was, was coming to an end. 

“Of course I do, it was one of the best days of my life.” Connor muttered, feeling slightly awkward as they had just finished arguing about something irrelevant. 

“Don’t lie, I was a complete pain in the ass then.” Y/N laughed, causing Connor to ease up and laugh as well.

“I wouldn’t say that, maybe… Sassy? I think that’s a good word to describe you as a whole, you’re very sarcastic!” Con smiled. This was how he liked things to be; simple and laid back. He would do anything to sort his relationship with Y/N but with being so far it was so hard. 

Y/N could help but let out a burst of laughter which she was sure sounded so unattractive. “I like that! Aw, that was a really good day… Even if you did take about a million years to make your move after I gave you my number.” 

“You were so confident, I didn’t think I would be able to keep up with you! Plus, completely out of my league.” Connor smirked down the phone, although Y/N couldn’t see it she could hear it in his voice.

“Someone had to grow some balls in that room, there was a lot of awkward flirting.” She smiled, thinking back to the time where things were a lot easier for them.

Connor laughed at Y/N’s comment and the line went silent for a while; neither of them saying anything. Just before the silence was starting to get awkward Connor broke it, saying the three words both of them had been thinking but neither of them had uttered. 

“I miss you.” 

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Another day came another argument about something pointless. Insults were flying all around and Y/N wanted nothing more than to scream down the phone at Connor. 

“Whatever Y/N I can’t be bothered with this anymore, you always make things such a big deal and create so much drama. Why can’t you just make things simple? But oh no, Y/N has to go and make it a MASSIVE ARGUMENT and then cry to one of the boys that I’m being horrible to you… I’m sick of doing this Y/N.” Connor’s tone started of angry but towards the end of his rant he sounded tired and as if he was giving up.

Y/N didn’t mean to act the way she did, it was just that she never got to see Connor and whilst she was stuck in school working her ass of to get a job he was out living his dream. She was jealous. Jealous that he got to live his life the way he wanted to without a care in the world and jealous that she wasn’t able to be there with him. 

“Maybe we shouldn’t do it anymore if you’re sick of it.” Y/N didn’t mean it in a bitchy sarcastic way, she was being genuine and Connor could tell. The fact that scared him the most was that he knew she was right, they were tearing each other apart. 

Connor knew the right thing to do would be to take a break from his relationship from Y/N, give himself and her some space and to think things over but that’s not what he wanted. He didn’t want to not hear her voice every night or see her face over FaceTime or Skype. He wanted to be the one she ranted to about her day, even if it did end in an argument between the two because the fact they were arguing so much showed they cared a hell of a lot about each other but they weren’t showing it in the right way.

“No. No. I don’t want that. I want to be yours, Y/N and you’re always going to be mine. We just need to talk more about what’s bothering us when it happens and not jump to conclusions or get annoyed and start shouting at each other. We need to sort our relationship out, not take a break.” Connor muttered down the phone, “I need you around, even if you’re not really around.” 

“That sounds like a good plan Con. We can work through this, it’s just a blip. We can make it.” Y/N’s voice was shaky and Connor knew she was getting emotional but unlike before she was hopeful. 

“Oh, and I miss you too.” She added causing Connor to grin.