My First Wet Dream

It’s been over 100 days. I had my first wet dream ever last night. I had the same dream as before (it’s been on my mind a lot these last few days) only this time, My Love was teasing me, stroking me gently with one hand, while she was focusing on the other guys cock. He was getting most of her attention. She was jacking him and blowing him while I stood to the side, getting light touches. I started to cum, and that’s when I woke up.

I awoke to a weird feeling, I was cumming hands free into my underwear. I made a huge mess, it was warm and sticky, but I was still extremely turned on. It felt like a ruined orgasm. I guess after so long my body had to expel somehow.

I had to tell My Love about it this morning. I was not fully honest, I left out the cuckholding dream, but I did tell her about my accident. She knew I couldn’t help it, and said “maybe I left you for too long”. I’ll take care of you". I told her I was fine, and that I locked back up this morning. Something like that has never happened before. It was a strange experience to say the least.

Strange Cuckholding Dream

I think this very long denial period is starting to give me some strange dreams and thoughts.

I dreamed of My Love sitting in the floor between the legs of another man. She was rubbing his (much larger than I) cock and looking at me teasing me about it. She said “now this is a nice dick, so much bigger and better than yours.” She started to blow him as well.

I woke up not mad or upset or jealous, but super horny. This is a new feeling. I’ve never been into cuckholding or small penis humiliation before, but I can tell you, I was super excited about it when I woke up.

The only time I’ve ever felt this way was just a few days ago (which might have contributed to having the dream). We stopped for gas. I pumped and she went into the store. When she got back in the car, she said with a smile “there was a young guy Checking out my ass in these yoga pants”.

I stirred a little in my own pants after she said it. I brushed it off as confusion. Could I really have gotten horny thinking of another guy checking out my wife? Nah I said to myself.

Now I’m not so sure. I’m not sure I should even tell My Love about it. We have talked about cuckholding in the past, and it was a quick discussion resulting in “No” on both our parts. But I guess sex is ever changing, so who knows.