Cuddling with Jun *with a plot*

warning - mentions of miscarriage

• jun wasn’t so emotional when you first met him even until you both got married, he barely shows his defenceless side to you
• however, when you discovered your first pregnancy, he began to weaken his wall and cry with you
• it’s said that husbands that love their spouses too much will experience the pregnancy symptoms instead of their wives
• you didn’t know how it happened but one day you woke up in an ambulance, soaked in red liquid
• Jun was gripping onto your hand like his life was depended on it and you realized that you had a first-trimester miscarriage
• after that incident, your life turned bleak and nothing could lighten up your mood, even your husband
• eventually, jun brought you to see a therapist and he sat down the whole session to understand the situation
• since then, he knew you’d post-miscarriage depression
• he took off work very frequently to keep you company at home and with your family’s support, you were able to see the rainbow once again
• it took you and your husband, Jun, three months to recover.
• you felt like the whole thing couldn’t get better without your husband’s constant and devoted heart in helping you
• now, you two can sleep with ease every night and on top of that, god has blessed you and Jun with new family members
• you just recently gave birth to a pair of twins; a boy and a girl
• “Phew, they finally stopped crying,” jun said, climbing the bed to be next to you
• There was a thin layer of sweat just now but Jun must’ve taken a bath before joining you in the bed
• “You’ve worked hard. Thank you,” you hugged him around his waist and clasped your hands together behind him
• Jun looked at your face and smiled, “I didn’t do much, you did everything,”
• he didn’t change in the eyes of others but as his wife, you knew he’s grown a lot matured in a span of a year
• he’s less spending time outside with his friends and made up time he’s at work by helping take care of the twins
• although it was a novel experience, he was willing to learn and improve
• “Y/N, i don’t wish for you to forget our first child but don’t be too sad about it and blame yourself for losing him. we were probably new to pregnancy and i was ignorant about it that we couldn’t manage to keep him safe,”
• rubbing your shoulder to supply comfort, he added
• “you are strong, even stronger than i am for bearing those tough days. Let’s live happily from now on and don’t let the past waste our time,” you heard him clear and you nodded
• snuggling closer to his warmth, you didn’t hold back your tears as they wet jun’s pyjama
• he silently patted your back until you yawned
• “go to sleep, i’ll check on the twins after that,”
• he ended your day with a tender forehead kiss and a phrase
• “i hope to wake up to a smile tomorrow. I love you, Y/N”

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//bright after rain everyone! don’t let the past hold back the happiness :> //