#dark cardiophile
I decided to give my heart a workout this morning. I arched my back with yohimbine pumping through my veins. My poor heart reacts to the sudden stress immediately. It begins racing with the stimulant in my system, then the pressure from my spine pushes it into my ribs. My heart rate climbs higher and higher as it tries to beat out of my chest. It begins to falter and stumble with the sudden strain. At around 8:20, I stand up straight and it’s finally free but fails to recover.
How strong is your heart?
This is my heart under stress due to extreme heat, very little oxygen, and some pressure. While it seems like I am running or something, the rest of my body is “at rest” while I make my heart do all the work. It’s pumping fast and hard in an attempt to cool my body down but failing to do so. It’s only solution is to pump even faster and harder. At around 6:51, I held my breath for a few seconds, and my exhausted heart goes into a full panic. Towards the end, I nearly reached my maximum heart rate and I knew it couldn’t take much more so I finally let it have some relief. I will just have to find some other way to max it out.
Okay, guys, I’m back with goodies. This time I recorded my heart literally and figuratively under pressure. Before I started, my heart was already racing as if it knew what it was going to be made to endure. My heart pounds out of my chest with the weight of my torso bearing down on it. It’s pumping so hard that it’s able to push me up with every beat. The pressure begins to take its toll and my heart already begins to skip at around 1:47 and continues to throughout, especially towards the end. It’s pumping so fast and stumbling so much, I just felt my body vibrating. That was the first time my heart had to deal with pressure like that. It felt amazing.
My exhausted heart is still not pumping properly. Each beat sounds like a struggle.
This morning I had a little fun with pressure. I was pushing so hard, it basically looks like I flatlined.
Just some hair recoloring!
Normal mundane activities become so much more enjoyable with a pounding heartbeat
Ahhhh I’m sooo in love with how it sounds this morning!!
Racing/pounding gives afamiliar good feeling and rush, but awful noises and skipping beats are actually different to me. Despite how by nature they should probably come off as even worse… They give a lot of good feelings.
And I don’t just mean the obligatory arousal. Of course it’s hot too, but me laying there enjoying my hella loud murmur or irregular heartbeat with a smile isn’t just the turn-on.
It’s the oooh of something beautiful, the mmmm of something blissful, the awww of something adorable, the ahhhof something fulfilling, and so much more, all at once.
I’m just freaking happy.
I know I’m not normal. That’s how the moments where I feel like my heart’s going to fucking stop or burst, are able to make me feel, by far, the most alive.
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Throbbing through my chest
The momentary racing heart from normal things like exercise is of course really nice, but it’s abnormal things and actual palpitations that I am incredibly in love with.
To me, it is truly sooo blissful. Feeling and listening to a pounding rapid heartbeat in my chest while I’m just resting, while also aware in my mind that my heart is working much harder than it should be in that moment, and all usually for no reason at all aside from just my own amusement.
It’s not just a matter of pushing my heart hard, but it’s knowing that I’m pushing it toohard
Mmmm… Keep going crazy in there. Harder. Faster. I know you’re not made for this, but it just feels so good when you’re beating out of fucking control.
“What do you mean you like yourself??”
I mean exactly that.
This is legitimately what goes on in my mind.
Just looking at this is such a huge turn on, puts butterflies in my stomach, and gets my heart pounding faster
Sorry I’m not a FeMaLe and don’t have b00bs for y'all to look at like so many cardiophiles want to… But I thought it’s what’s inside that counts, and for that, I do have this jumping little thing.
