#death is weird

One year ago, today. I watched you get side swiped by a train and die. I was so close to you that I should have died too. I’ve never met anybody like you, you were a beautiful soul. You had pure intentions, a kind warm heart. A strong heart. A beautiful mind to go with it all. You always had a different way of viewing things, and it always intrigued my interest. I really miss all our adventures, like breaking into an abandoned mining pit, or hiking up an enormous mountain top that had no trail. I just miss you so much Javad. I miss hanging out with you, and smoking until we were high as fuck. I still smoke.. but damn, I fucking miss chiefing with your ass. You were my favorite person to smoke with. Hands down. I love you Javad. May you Rest In Peace. 9/24/16