My friend is interested in participating in this fetish dominatrix style in a feeder way;).. Told me if this pic gets some love shell let me post more;p don’t let that dress fool you she thiccc and loves her ice cream haha.
Comment what y'all think;p she’s eager to hear feed back;)
Wearing Masters mark and his hat proudly and with a humongous smile. Today was a success. The stares I received at the mall today were so great. Loved smiling at the people giving them.
So Master and I went to Sedona one day to go watch the sunset. We spent the day walking the streets and driving through the mountains. However when walking the streets I had rules. If I didn’t speak properly or if I said “no” the clit vibe that was in my pants would go on.
I made it maybe 10-15 minutes before he asked me a question and I said the dreaded word, “no”. He kind of got this sexy smirk on his face and got me to a kind of private spot and made me turn on the vibe. We walked for a little bit. Probably not that long but to me it felt like forever. We went up some stairs and by this shop and there were people walking around and he said “cum for me in front of all these people” and I came like I never had with a toy before. I had never felt so exhilarated and scandalous! Doing that for Master when no one else really knew what was happening was truly sexy and very satisfying. I didn’t make the mistake of saying that word again or speaking improperly even though we had removed the vibe because of issues.
It was a very effective method and now I have to catch myself in public from referring to myself as “this slave” or “your slave”, and sometimes I have to stop myself from calling him Master but it really doesn’t bother me calling him that in public.
So Master wants me to beg him at least once a day to use me. Sounds simple right ? Wrong. I, for some reason unknown to me, find it extremely hard to beg him for it. I want it so bad. All the time. Yet when it comes time for me to beg the words don’t want to leave my mouth.
Maybe it’s because I’m so shy about these things. I’m not used to having to beg for it. It’s a foreign thing to me and I kind of get a little nervous and uncomfortable doing it. Last night was my first time doing it and I was uncomfortable at first but then it just kind of got easier to focus on the fact that I wanted him inside me using me more.
I know this lifestyle is going to require me to come out of my shy little shell, and I completely welcome that. I just didn’t think something as simple as being told to beg once a day to be used would be so hard. I’ve already been punished once for neglecting to do so. I didn’t enjoy it.
I need to get out of my mindset that he won’t like it. He obviously will since he is asking me to do it and I know he won’t always say yes. Idk I need to stop being my own enemy and my own inhibitor.
Tonight I felt so happy and content with myself that Master didn’t even have to mention me begging! I went in there and did it myself. I was so proud. It was a big stepping stone for me, personally.
I even saw him smile when I dropped to my knees. I could tell he was happy I did it myself with out any prompting from him. I’m finding my happiness by doing these little things that bring him happiness.
Who knows, maybe tomorrow I’ll be able to get on my hands and knees with my cunt facing him as a form of begging. I really can’t wait until I’m able to vocalize how bad I want his cock.
I’m getting closer to it though. I can feel myself becoming more comfortable and confident with it as the days pass by.
Also, I want to use the suction cup dildo and worship Masters cock while he works and plays his game! Maybe a new adventure for tomorrow. I could literally have his cock in my mouth for hours. I love it. There’s no other place I’d rather be than with his cock in my mouth and him stroking my hair. It’s those moments that feel so beautiful and intimate. I absolutely adore them.
So score one for slave for being able to beg on her own.
Tomorrows goal is to find a different way to beg and maybe even vocalize it some!
