#engaged
Oh hey, this happened.
I cried a lot. It was perfect.
Im really tired of people getting engaged. Yes I am happy for them, that they found love, that they found a man that wants to marry them. Yes they look adorable in all of their engagement photos plastered all over facebook. Yes they look happy and their ring is beautiful and their smile is infectious. But I can’t lie…there is something within me that gets jealous. Hell I dont even know if I want to get married right now. Apparently people say whats the rush. While being in a relationship with a man from a different country makes things a bit more difficult, we have the rest of this year and some of next year figured out… and until then I am perfectly fine. But still…when I see those pictures of happy smiling couples showing the world that they have found each other, I cant silence my inner being. And I think thats the way with a lot of girls. Maybe it isnt the marriage itself but the fear that it will never happen to us. That we may never get that happy ending or whatever it may be. To avoid my inner being coming out and harassing my boyfriend once again about if he thinks about getting married to me and if it will eventually happen (everyone hates that girl),I am just going to try to avoid everything wedding related…which is practically impossible with facebook and pintrest, but hey, a gal can try.