#figayda thoughts um

Fig finding her relationship with Ayda so easy but so difficult because? Somebody loves her for her but also, that somebody could always be taken away, but Fig really loves her too, but vulnerability is so hard? And she’s able to be completely 100% honest with Ayda without guilt or worry but sometimes the reality of life catches up with her and being honest feels like pulling skin off scrap by scrap. But she does it anyways because that’s what’s healthy and fig is self aware enough to understand that damnit and Ayda deserves love and honesty and everything beautiful she can give to her because Ayda is amazing. And it’s hard but loving her is worth it