Well, it’s time for bad news

Only those closest to me know the whole thing, but life has been absolute hell for me for the past few weeks. My family life is in shambles, I’ve experienced a few bad relapses and I’ve been pushing through intense burnout up until my last con hoping that once it was over, I’d be doing fine again.

I’m not doing fine. I’m not even eating one full meal per day, I don’t have a single ounce of energy left in me and I cry unprompted all the fucking time. I’m not okay, and I can’t keep working pretending that I’m okay and that I only need to make it until my next deadline and then everything will be fine again.

I’m gonna take a hiatus from any art-related work, because it’s becoming one of the main stressors in my daily life and I need to step away from it for a while before it deteriorates my mental health even more. I don’t want to look back at what I do and feel that it was all sloppy and bad because I was hating what I was doing every step of the way.

This means that I’ll be pausing my personal projects, that I’ll be closing commissions for the time being and that the relaunch of my online shop will have to wait until things in my life calm down enough for me to feel ok again. I hate to disappoint people, but I literally can’t do this anymore. Not for the time being.

I hope you will all be understanding, and thanks for your constant support.