#fuck capitalism
My son tried to eat his cereal with his hand and I’m too tired to try and be patient about why.
I need to sleep more. Or better. The girl has not slept well in days, which means we haven’t either.
I took most of Saturday to play Pokemon Go. Checking my mood tracker, that was the happiest I’ve been in months. Just walking around by myself collecting imaginary monsters.
I guess that’s self care, courtesy of Wilder. Sometimes I feel like he’s the only one who understands how burned out I feel. Which makes me worry for him. He’s Dad and he’s working another job full time on top of that. For fucking Disney, the worst goddamn corporation.
Well. That’s a matter of opinion. I don’t want to leave out Amazon, ExxonMobil, Walmart, Aetna/Kaiser/Blue Cross/Shield etc.
It’s only Wednesday.
School being so traumatic people have anxiety dreams about it for life sure doesn’t seem uh. Normal
I didn’t even have a particularly bad experience at school outside unmedicated ADHD stress but I get school nightmares constantly
I feel like so many people accept this as a quirky fun shared experience. But it’s pretty alarming that such a huge chunk of people have RECURRING dreams about forgetting to take a class or complete a project DECADES after leaving the school system
i want ads to feel pain when i skip them btw
i press the skip ad button and a tiny cut off wilhelm scream comes from my laptop
i want to be able to physically punch an ad
i grin with pleasure as i hit Skip Ad on an ad that plays that manipulative, guilt-tripping “but sure skip this ad” or “wait don’t skip this ad” bull